Freda Bagwell wanted me dead… sorry to disappoint!!!

When we lived in Mena, Freda (mother) asked me on more than one occasion, “don’t you have high blood pressure”, or “Varicose veins”… The woman knew I had a stroke as a child and knew I should be exhibiting signs of arteriovenous disease, just like her…. now disgust, pathetic, warped, twisted… call it what you want… but, If lady luck holds true… I will out live all of those involved with this coverup….

Enough rant, let’s get to the good stuff about this write up….

Back in 2008 after we moved to Las Cruces… I noticed I had problems with my feet… They felt heavy and the toes and front part of the feet tried curling under at night when in bed…

Well by the time we were ready to move to Hawaii, I had no answers, because I couldn’t get one damn doctor in Las Cruces or El Paso VA to address the issue…. big sigh for this early AM!!!

So in 2016 I saw a pediotrist before we moved and paid for it myself… He took X-rays and had me walk and do all the things they would do and all he could find… my feet were turning in and I wasn’t walking correctly, so we put these things in my shoes and it helped… With walking, not the other problem… The doctor said, “I believe your issue is neurological”, I looked at him and my shoulders dropped… I knew getting in with a specialist through the VA would be a nightmare, I just didn’t realize the nightmare that awaited me on Hawaii…

So we get to Hawaii and the first doctor I hire, fires me as a patient and tells me, “Your case is to complicated”… lousy professional!!! The next doctor I hired, the office manager knew more about Medicare and TriWest than me and fired me as a patient… they did call and beg me to come back… only when hell freezes over!!!

Now we get to the doctor I saw yesterday that ruined my day… When she went off on me, she said, “I have done everything you asked”, and I put her in her place very nicely and politely and told, “no you have not, because I haven’t told you the other issues, priorities first”…. and her look was stunned and hubby just grinned…

Okay okay… so the purpose for the right up…

This issue with my feet, it is impossible to know what to research if you do not know what is causing the problem and yesterday the doctor gave me a blood pressure medication to try, because, my numbers were dangerously high, but she doesn’t know why, but I do… High five to me a few thousand times… jumped up and down in my recliner on my backside this morning when the aha moment happened…

What I thought is probably correct… I have arteriovenus disease and have had it for decades, which would explain the weird spikes in my BP over the years… ya see, that BP med the doc gave me… I only took a half a tablet… but…………………….

Laying in bed, I noticed my feet felt different and that aha moment happened, I knew the issue with my feet was neurological and how is that… well that is easy…

Our kidneys, liver and blood get cleaned up as the blood flows through the body… basically it’s like taking cheese cloth and filtering water, to get the junk out, so you just drink water and not the leaves or dirt… same with the body… only one little problem… Mine started malfunctioning in 1978… yep 40 years ago, now you get why I have zero respect for military or VA doctors….

When the doctor said yesterday she had addressed everything I wanted I said…. “No you haven’t, because I haven’t informed you of everything”… Priorities… life, than figure out the rest…

My shoulders literally just dropped and I nearly hit the desk… the relief of knowing that yesterday that doctor showed her lack of humanity, and her arrogance with ego… so here goes my supposition…

Because I have this vein disease, which Freda also has and it is not unusual for this stuff to run in families and heart disease does on both sides… which is why I quit cigs and alcohol… I didn’t want that issue… Well damn me, if I haven’t had it since the brain injury in Texas and that is why Freda kept asking why I didn’t have the issues mentioned above…

Well I did have those issues, mine were just not visible and that is normal according to the science…

So the doctor saying they won’t find anything in my skull that this was not acute, in other words she says I am not at high risk… well this blog shows her negligence on this one… and that is why I have the options to go after so many people for medical mal practice… sigh… but I would rather live, than deal with courts…

To be heard…. 

Someone has to listen and not tell you, we will address that issue at another time… Sadly all these issues are connected to one problem…

TBI, stroke and fistula and venous disease…

So yes, today I will take that BP med, a half tablet, because to take more, brings my heart rate to low and I am already not getting sleep and this drug is impacting that… but… it is giving me relief in my vein system and that will make waiting for this cerebral angiography much easier… why???

Because now I know I will wake up each morning… this drug is helping me maintain equilibrium until they fix this thing in my skull….

Got a feeling my track record against the doctors will continue… me a billion points… doctors….0… now that is sad…. for them, not me…lol

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I Remember… Margie…

Sgt. USAF DAV