Takes time for the med to build up???

Since I have never been on BP meds before and hubby is on a very low dose, I had no clue what would happen when I started taking it… but I think I am figuring it out…

We are not smoking any pot now, wanted to give the body a break and the lungs… so the med is messing with me quite a bit…

The side effects, hopefully will not last long… but the results are showing, the blood pressure is coming down, and I guess after a couple of days of taking it, the numbers should be like they were in my military time… I hope…

What bothers me, the arteries in the neck, they are painful and tender to the touch… the left lobe throbbing has stopped, instead it’s just a sharp pain… as for the area that the fistula may be at, that one, it never has not hurt… and that is the side of the brain that suffered a stroke when I died at 13 after the Texas beating….

Tachycardia, it still happens, but not like a race horse… though I will admit, if I get my cardio up, I get dizzy and wanting to be over the throne, giving back what ever I ate…

The med has impacted my appetite… I am down below the weight I was a year ago and I am not trying to lose weight… I like food, but eating is beyond painful and that was this morning breakfast…

I think, when we go home or we have company, they are going to be surprised by how much difficulty I have eating… and that is because of the autonomic neuropathy and the damage Freda and Don did to a little girls rib cage and internal organs…

One thing for sure, my little finger is going to need surgery… It is getting to the point, where using it for anything much, makes it hurt like it is a fresh break… so I know that healed wrong, by how crooked the finger is…

I will never understand how Freda could beat a 6-year-old so severely… that woman is beyond humanity, she is and still is bat shit crazy… 

As for the other problems, those may not even get addressed while we are here… but they are just painful, not life threatening, I think or at least hope… X-ray vision, I never had…

All in all, I can’t complain and my heart rate picks up for no reason… UGH!!!

But vascular disease makes sense and I imagine that cerebral angiogram will confirm I have exactly that… again another thing I was in denial about, before I got my memories back…

So much I could have addressed or made lifestyle changes earlier, if I had known, I died and had a stroke and they decided I wasn’t worth telling… Imagine that…

Christians keeping secrets… sounds like the priests and nuns in the news all the time… but these are just bad old fashion baptist bigots who did this… and the Air Force just help to cover it up… wow…

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell

I Remember… Margie… hope someone does…

Sgt. USAF DAV