Brain Fog & the Brain Hiccup…

Before the internet even happened… the Air Force at Yokota AFB, sent me to programming school… way back in 1984… long time ago… So DOS and lots of the other platforms I have used, repaired and destroyed by back dooring them…. something I would never do in civilian life… that being said…

By the time 1998 came around, I knew I had a cognitive issue… and I didn’t understand why… and lots of tests, but no neurology… that is the VA system at work… 

Fast forward to 2018, the year we just left and I know a few things about brain fog and the hiccup that happens a lot!!!

So for me to make errors online, be it with an application or a program, there is no excuse, I know the crap, I am good at it and I repaired computers for a while after I quit working… just so friends wouldn’t have to pay a tech $20 an hour, for what was usually human error… or malware issues or virus…

Well let’s go back to the Ann Spite face book page, and my other face book page and my hubby’s face book page… I never set up 2 step authentication and 2 of those pages got hacked… now you get me… I was in a brain fog from at least Aug till Jan 1 of 2019… My writing really reflects those times it was real bad…

Once the headaches quit, the brain kicked back in and started problem solving…

Now I do have a MRI report that didn’t say one word about dementia or plaque on the brain… we know that isn’t the issue… so what is… here we go with the supposition…

Since I am done with researching until the cerebral angiography is done, I will guess I have had something along the line of arteriosclerosis or arteriovenus disease, the stuff that impacts our veins and I say that only because of 2 things…

My primary vessel to my heart is partly occluded and that was found in 1978 in the military… and the doctor here, just put me on high blood pressure medication, which I absolutely hate, the drug is so screwing with me… but the brain is clear… and I fixed the issues with our internet setup and also did some other maintenance to keep us from being hacked… stuff I have known about since it was developed…

So either I have vein disease that weakens the vessels or I have the disease that causes plaque build up in the arteries… 

That is my guess… All I can say, I do not like the medication and hope the side affects go away soon and I have a sinking feeling, this is a drug, I will never come off of… and smoking pot may quickly become a thing of the past…

Won’t know until they call me to go over to the other side of the Island and they do the test… and thankfully, they have to give me a copy of those results before we leave and you got it… I will be dissecting those results, so I fully understand what kind of life I have left to live…

All this, because Don & Freda Bagwell, decided that my knowing their secrets, my life had no value… ya know dying once was plenty for me… and it doesn’t make me afraid of death a 2nd time around… but….

I sure hope those involved with my body injuries… have exactly the kind of life they deserve and the kind of death they warrant…

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell

I Remember… Margie… hope someone does…

Sgt. USAF DAV