Truth Matters, but not to those in power…edited…

Does not matter, be it the president of the United States or my own private doctor… If you can not be truthful and honest, you will always trip yourself up lying to me… Why???

Edetic memory… Not something I am thrilled about, I worked very hard as a kid to bury the truth about the horrors in the Bagwell household… I did such a good job…

It took me 50 years to get those memories to come forward…

When I get a new doctor that is taking on my primary care or any doctor for that matter… I am straight up with them from the very first appointment and Mike will back this up…

I tell all of them, even though I wasn’t sure of it myself until last year… so shoot me… but, I tell everyone of them I have edetic memory and a high IQ and I am most of all and INFORMED PATIENT… if I wasn’t, Mike would be dead… end of story…

So when the doctor told me the other day she had done all I asked, I called her out and told she had not, because she had shut me down, when I tried to tell her things that were connected to the brain injury…

So it was fun when I called her out on her own lie and Mike was with me the day she shut me down in the exact same exam room…

I keep saying this to anyone who will listen and I have done that for decades, so maybe I did know I had this memory thing… doubt an ugly issue, when you have PTSD and TBI’s…

But I tell everyone….

To lie to me is the dumbest thing you will ever do and I have zero problem calling you out… Doesn’t matter if you are a General, Senator or my doctor…. and most of all if you are family and friends…

I do not forget and If I do, it will be because the brain is in a fog, but there is the caveat to that one… I will remember, It just won’t be instant recall… Now you get where I am coming from…

Getting past the doubt that I have lived with for decades, because I didn’t remember the trauma, is something that is fast melting away… and putting up with that kind of disrespectful behavior is no more…

I don’t give a damn if you are my kids, grandkids, husband or friends… and especially someone I am paying a service for…

Lying to me will always be the stupidest thing you can ever do… I don’t lie, because I never could remember the lie… just that simple and that is why it is so easy to catch everyone else in one…

The relationship between me and my primary doctor is forever altered… only because… I owned my behavior and they went running with their head up their ass, because their feelings have value and mine has none….. now that is ignorance at its best…

Mike already feels sorry for that clinic… my attitude, will never be anything like they want… because they never owned their behavior… gee that sounds like the GOP and Trump…. some people just never grow pass the toddler stage, where everything and everyone else is at fault…

I own my behavior… and that is a fact!!!

(Reason I cannot tell lies, my short term memory was badly impacted, it has taken me years to just teach myself how to make it work after the injuries, thus why I do not waste time with lies… Truth, you never forget, lies, you always will, because…they are lies, based on fantasy and not grounded in facts)…

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I Remember… Margie…

Sgt. USAF DAV