MRA scheduled….edited twice

If you don’t know what a MRA is, It’s a MRI with contrast and specific area…So other than the doc giving me a pill to keep me from having a panic attack inside the tube… which I totally hate those things… but I am so excited to finally get the last test done that will tell me just how bad it was, when Don and Freda killed me all those decades ago… so yep, squeal, jump up and down excited and terrified…

It is weird to get to this final stage of the journey…

The memories have mostly come back and I have hope that if this is what is impacting the other memories, over time, they too will come back…

I also accept the fact, that I may never get those memories back, because their was blood stain on the brain and if the cells were deprived of oxygen long enough and we know I died, so that is a very distinct possibility, that the gaps in my memory are permanently gone, because the memory cells that held them are dead and sadly that will be the end of this part of the journey…

Since no one in my family is talking… nope they took their christian bull shit excuses and tucked those heads up their ass and that is where they will stay… never pictured them any other way anyhow… head up ass, means christian, muslim, jewish, you name it… people commit crimes against people and say, well my god will forgive me…

But will I???

Not in this lifetime…

So this time next week, I will have my answers or if lady luck holds true, I will have more questions… Either way…

That light at the end of the tunnel, just went into LED bright mode and is now within reach…

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell

I Remember… Margie… hope someone does…

Sgt. USAF DAV

I thought wrong on how this is done, so happy the injection goes in my arm… got this confused with hubby an his heart, which they do via groin, nearly freaked myself till I thought of the prostate story…. which I think I did an audio on that story…lol