Rape… you never forget it… Ever…

Little sleep last night… Rape is something you never get over… and for anyone to dismiss anyone who has experienced rape, is just a rapist… flat-out and simple… because no one in their right mind, dismiss’ rape… but christians do as do muslims… they promote it an endorse it… other wise we wouldn’t have 2 rapist on the supreme court and in the White house…

I dreamed of rape last night… 2 lieutenants, had a party at Vance AFB at their off base house and a bunch of us went…

That was the night I learned about, never let anyone make your drink and never leave your drink alone… and I never did after that night…

Both took their turns that night, taking from me what was not theirs… and when I reported it to a supervisor at the clinic at Vance AFB… his comment….

“What did you do to invite such behavior”???

Needless to say those two officers completed their pilot training and went on to have careers free of the stigma of “Rapist”….

But… my life has never been the same and the rape which happened in 1978, came back to me last night as if it happened, last night…

This behavior is still ongoing in the United States Air Force and other branches… for anyone to say our military is honorable and above-board… Has never served in the military and if they did and never saw the darker side, well as they say, “Ignorance is Bliss”, for the head up ass personnel….

To this day, I hate anyone touching me, even my husband… It is a repulsion left over from the rape… It is an intrusion into my space, left over from the rape…

I will never get justice for those rapes… I learned a long time ago, gods were nothing more than a control mechanism…. so I did what any person would do…

Hope that Karma the world of Energy really exist, if not physically, just in my mind, so that I could cope with the fact… 

Not only did I get raped as a child and adult by U. S. Air Force personnel, so did my child…

Only one problem… the image of this organization was more important than morality, ethics, values and most of all laws…

Sounds a lot like the current white house and supreme court… Justice will never happen as long as we allow religion to interfere with our laws and ethics and we put those same rapist in jobs that control those laws…

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell

I Remember… Margie… hope someone does…

Sgt. USAF DAV

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