Last write of the day…

First and foremost thank you my primary doctor for being right about the brain and it was not acute… you earned points this time around… and I lost points…

It is a sobering realization that a stroke changed me forever at 13 years old and another injury at 14 and the final one at 17… All injuries to my head…

For 51 years, since the event happened in Big Springs, Texas… I wanted to know, how bad was I hurt and why didn’t anyone ever tell me… the why, I will not get an answer to that… Freda is terrified of me showing up at her house… and thankfully, I do not need to ever see the demon from hell ever again… I got my answers…

Knowing that I am not a high risk for so much stuff that could have been, tells me that bucket of shit Freda says I fall into, I came out smelling like magnolias…

We know something is wrong, we just don’t know what… I know my personality has been impacted and it has gotten progressively louder over the last 20 years… I know my ability to have empathy for others is slightly impacted, like I have zero for the federal workers right now… I learned when I worked, pay a month in advance so if this happened I was prepared… It happened when I was in the military and that was a lesson I carried through life…

Sleep tonight should be interesting and It should be telling… I think I suffer from some form of panic attacks… not outwardly, but internally and I need to work on gaining control over that mechanism….

This test today, took 51 years of wonder and curiosity and satisfied it to the max…

Yes I have abnormal brain waves and yes I have PTSD… but I have TBI’s and now I know what happened and just that bit of knowledge…

Just might allow the brain to heal a little bit more on its own… We are not done with doctors… the neuro deficit is real and Mike see’s it and it freaks him out… not something I am able to hide anymore… and the attitude.. just like I said before…

I have a brain injury… who did you expect, Doris Day???

I am who I am, and if you are a health care professional, I suggest you remember just that one word….PROFESSIONAL…. and the other word…

PATIENT…. I am done playing a person I am not… who you see is who you get and if I am going to be discriminated against because of my brain injury… I have my tool right at my hands… and it is seen around the world now… I hit every continent with Margies story… and I will use names… as long as I tell the truth… no one can touch me…

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I Remember… Margie…

Sgt. USAF DAV