VA and I are finally done…

Last night I got to thinking of this journey I started when I got my memories back and found out how much damage my own parents did to my body…

First the beatings and the Traumatic brain injuries… and when they killed me in that fight over Donna’s birth… the half-sister from hell…

Just getting those memories back… I couldn’t in all good conscience go after the VA…

They already give me the compensation I deserve for my military service…. to pursue this any further… I would drop to the level that others use in corruption… and that is just not me…

There were several people there for their own board hearing… I arrived first and knew it would not even get to the board, I simply told the man the truth and withdrew my appeal…

You see I already get 90% disability and 10% unemployable… I was fighting for a date on one of those things I get compensation for… I started that process a few years ago… and today was the first opportunity to inform the VA… I had no desire to pursue my case against them…

Why??? Because I remember…

I get all the compensation I deserve for my military service… everything else is related to my death and subsequent stroke at 13 years of age…

It will never cease to amaze me, that I did my military service for 5 1/2 years, went on to work for the federal government…

My life, could not be better… I always have the option to go for that last 10% if I so choose…

Until the neurologist finish’s up with me… I have no direction to pursue against the government, until all the evidence is in and the lawyer gets their hands on the sealed records from my death and Don’s military psych records…

Until that happens… The VA and I are done, pushing paper around…

I am glad I did what I did… those kids waiting for their turn, reminded me of what I went through 30 years ago… I hope they all succeed in getting what they are entitled to and deserve…

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I Remember… Margie… I hope she is remembered for her honesty and integrity…

Sgt. USAF DAV