Vets always get abandon by the Doctor’s…

My little base, Vance AFB… was the only active duty assignment I had, spent my whole 5 1/2 years there… It was a little clinic, the medical side closed after duty hours, so people had to go to the local ER at St. Mary’s hospital, where I also worked part-time…

The place I worked was a little dental clinic and you got it, we were on call 24/7… so If I had call duty, I did my day duty at the clinic and if an emergency came up, I would have to go in at all time after duty hours and still report for work at the clinic the next day…

So there were times, when you were beyond sleep deprived, and raising 2 young boys at the time and I was single… made it challenging but because I love helping other people, It was rewarding and I just took the exhaustion in stride and didn’t complain about it and most of all I NEVER took it out on the patient if the patient was bitchy…

I just can’t seem to get that kind of care on Hawaii… No I am supposed to act like any other human being that was born on this planet, who never experienced anything but regular everyday life… Only one problem…

From the moment I entered this world, my life was anything but normal… I may have no proof of shaken baby syndrome, though I remember it… I may have no proof other than these pictures…. of the abuse I endured at the hands of adult christians…

I do have bone scans from the 1980’s the military did…. I do have the MRI that the doctor here ordered…. 

But that just doesn’t seem to be enough proof to show, what this child endured…..

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But I do have proof that I served my country with out knowledge that I was walking around with a stroke in my brain and an old bleed on it… The bone scans showed the extensive damage to my skeletal… but…

I am supposed to behave socially and personally like everyone else on this planet who has never been raped, beaten and killed???? REALLY????

I started my health care here on Hawaii with a bad experience with the Hilo VA… Then the doctor my husband got, I also hired and was fired by her after 3rd appointment and then the next doctor I hired the office manager fired me as a patient and now the doctor I have now… is just holy crap on a cracker situation… which is why I had Mike in the room with me, so he could see what I was seeing… 

Someone who dismissed my requests, who gave false statements about care or treatment, and who did not listen… I do not know what the problem is, but after a while my frustration started to show through, but it’s my fault just keep that in mind, it’s my fault, she didn’t listen, made false statements about care and then tried to change the rules how our health care is supposed to provide us with copies of any test the moment they are available… and that is for good reason… because the health care system is that screwed up when it comes to Veteran health care… I can’t even look at my office visits at their website, because it doesn’t tell you anything…it is worse that what the VA uses… is useless, let me put it that way…. which is why I want that paperwork immediately after any test… it’s all I get that shows what is wrong or isn’t wrong… 

But that’s my fault, because I have waited since 1967 to find out what was wrong in my skull and if it was going to take my life!!!

YOU KNOW I DIED ONCE ALREADY, WHY CAN’T THEY UNDERSTAND THAT!!!!!

So frustrated with humans who have healthy brains and bodies….

I will never know what that is like because 2 christian adults beat the crap out of a kid and killed her…

Now my own health care is seeing how far they can push me towards taking my own life!!!

Sadly for those veterans who do not have the ability I do, they will and most have done just that… taken their lives back from a corrupt health care system and because they can not cope with the rejection by the very people who are supposed to help them…

They go jump off that proverbial cliff at the end of my road and that is a fact….

My little experiment is working and the half tablet of that BP med is keeping my numbers in a hypertension range of 2…. that buys me time, so I can try other methods to bring the numbers under control where I do not have to be under a doctor’s care, till we get back to our home in Washington and I get back into the one VA facility that never let me down… Spokane…

As for any other medication I am on… I have enough brains, thankfully to make use of what I have to stretch it out, till we leave…

My lawyer is back to work and I expect a call to let me know about the transmesh thing and that will give us an indication as to when we can leave Hawaii and go home… We could do it sooner, but it would be a strain on us financially, and we do not want to rent our house, we intend to sell and never come back to Hawaii… 

I have had enough bigotry to last me 8 more of my 9 lives…

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I Remember… Margie and her strong desire to live…

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