So far so good…

b0d26fc6-794b-4e3a-875b-adbee52bc8a2We did our mile and half walk…. an my girl, she has no clue what slow means, unless I double leash her to keep her by my side… she is 7 yrs old and the runt, we have had them since they were 3 weeks old, dumped at the shelter in Las Cruces… so her brother is slower, because he has had spine disease since he was 7 months old… but the girl… my can she can power walk you into the ground and still keep going… and both would protect us to their death… I trained them, you do not come near us, if you want to keep your appendages… just saying…

So we get back to the house and I do my vitals, the numbers had reversed some, and it was hypertension stage 1 and the heart rate is exactly where it should be after that kind of walk, but it didn’t really get my cardio up… which for me is normal…

Even when in the military and I had to keep my physical activity up… my heart rate never picked up… unless I went for a good 30 to 45 minute work out… it has always been that way, UNTIL… they put me on thyroid medication and all hell broke loose with the tachycardia and the heart rate… big time sigh on that so much, the air expelling rattled the pages of the calendar on the wall… yep, frustration with the medical side who does not listen… I even went through a bunch of testing by a Endo doctor at El Paso, but she was more interested in protecting the state director for that facility, who I helped to get fired… so over stupidity and ignorance…

So I took my supplements a few minutes ago, since it had been at least over an hour since I used the inhaler… and no tachycardia issue…

In fact, what I suspect, is my tachycardia is actually connected to my brain wave abnormality… I remember when on Japan after that beating, is when it started and I would say that was when I had the bleed on the brain, since the stroke was less than a year before the Japan beating…

Ya know if doctors would shut up and let me talk and they take notes and they read my blog… we might actually get something accomplished… but I have dealt with college educated since my military time and I learned back during those years… college just means you passed tests… nothing more… it is what you do with that knowledge and how you listen and hear, shows how educated you really are… and that is a fact…

The day is started and it will be warm, so I want to get my chores and exercises done before it heats up…. and I will document later in a couple of hours if the supplements cause any issues….

I have a feeling that I am right and the doctors have been ignorant and stupid for decades… only because, they refuse to listen and hear… Psychology has a term for that… mine term or understanding…

You can not fix stupid, stupid has to want to learn and grow and so far… I have seen zero behavior from the professional medical community to disprove this statement… only one doctor ever listened and that was the last Psych eval I will ever go through… and his statement in my records… “Above average intelligence with PTSD”…. he was murdered by a patient a couple of years later and the man was beyond brilliant, he was human and used his humanity to help veterans like me… what a loss to those of us who need someone just like that…

A doctor that never lost their humanity….

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I Remember… Margie… and how much she loved to sing…

Sgt. USAF DAV