Near Death??? If you don’t Sin, Jesus’ died for Naught…

Was watching the news last night, we flip from different stations, so that we get an unbiased view of the news… all except FOX, they are the worse with the Fake News and their people always raise their voices on CNN when others are trying to talk… bigots at their best…

And what I saw was a story about a guy, who did a marathon and had a near death experience… maybe that is what I should really call mine, only one problem.. the dude remembered everything but the 2 minutes his heart was not beating…

I can not say how long I was dead, it could have been seconds, it could have been minutes and since I have a stroke and old bleed on the brain, those memories will likely never come back… but, that being said… I guess if the brain does not die, you actually have a near death experience, but… that one little word…

My death lasted at least 9 months… why… because I have no memory from the moment I died until seeing my mother 9 months later break down, because her mother had just died…

So yea, near death means your brain didn’t die… but mine did in a way… and I can say that because of this memory ability I was born with… and to have a gap of 9 months in my life, where I have no memories… says I was not living… I was walking through life, with no acknowledgement or recognition of the world around me… in a sense… my brain died and it died for those 9 months that I have no memory of…

Like I said before, the reason I am claustrophobic… Is because my brain was incognito for those 9 months and in reality, when the brain injury happened on Japan less than a year after the actual death… my brain was dead… from 1967 to 1972… because it was 1973 when I started making memories that didn’t fall into the abyss of my brain-damaged area….

So I get the expression near death… but if you can remember all of what went down… you were just unconscious for that minute or two…

I lost 5 years of my life to that brain injury and death… it didn’t disappear minutes after the beating… it lasted for years… and the reality of it is…

I walked through life those first 5 years after the Texas beating… and I lived in fun house for the next 50 years, till I got my memories back…

Have I remembered any more than I already have, with the Texas death and brain injury….

No, and I never will… Just as anyone loses a limb or appendage… for someone like me to lose memory is worse… because the brain is still there, it still works…

I just have a damaged area that christians caused… no other people on this planet have hurt me, the way the religious bigots of America have….

I will never understand how Professor Ford had the courage to go before the senate and be raped again by the republican party… that is not the America I wore a military uniform for…

The America I wore a uniform for, is fighting fake news, fake people and most of all ignorance… I can disprove everything Trump and McConnell say… but it would do no good, if you have your mind made up and refuse to listen to the truth…

So that near death I experienced at the hands of christians… is the reason I write this blog, in the hopes those that are under the misguided beliefs of the lies told in Washington and by fake news organizations…. 

The hope is they get their head out of their ass, before America turns into a land where you can’t take a shit without permission from its government… doubt me… go visit China, N. Korea or Russia… and come back and talk to me…

I was the last person along with my boss to deal with the KGB, when Reagan was in office… you want to know fear… I dare you to go to those countries and behave the way you do in America… and they will send you home in a box…

Democracy is not for just republican or democrat… Democracy is for all Americans, regardless if you murder a child like I was or you raped a teenager and still got put in the supreme court…

We can only win, if we stand together… Divided, we will fall…. and that is the reason I walked away from religion… its sole purpose to divide the people and warp their minds and hearts and steal their souls… just so they can have a say…..

Just remember…. if you don’t get out their and SIN…. Jesus’ died for nothing… his whole story line is he died for yours sins…. If you don’t commit any, than what good is this god you hide behind…

Enough rant…

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I Remember… Margie… saying her prayers after being beaten and left with broken bones at 5 years old… Yea for the religious…

Sgt. USAF DAV