Numbers do not lie… UGH!!!

Unlike Trump and the fear mongering going on in Washington… I had the most delightful debate with a DNA cousin this morning over that goofy wall those in Texas, Arizona and New Mexico do not want… just talk to the ranchers that own that land on the border… they do not want to lose what they own to the U. S. Government… but those Americans who buy into FOX news and the other fake news organizations, there is no convincing them… I lived it, I paid taxes in those states and I listened to those citizens… not the ones buying into fake news… any how, let’s get off this tangent and get to the real issue…

I read the science and my BP is going up during the night, because I am not getting any sleep… Now I hope that is just because the medications are leaving my system and I am just a touched stressed, trying to figure out our next move… will it be East or West side of Washington state for our next home, or will it be a huge travel trailer… I mean we are planning to leave here no later than next year… so decisions need to be made and we are so tempted to take a map and throw a dart, just so we can laugh over what we aren’t doing…

I just did a 1.4 mile walk, not quiet a mile and a half… but over 3,000 steps and my BP was what it was before the walk…

I know heart disease is a big issue on both sides of my family and that is unsettling… when you realize, you have been in denial for a long time… I just do not have an answer yet… I do know the device is picking up that irregular heart beat every morning….which I have had since the Japan beating…

I have so many questions and so few answers… is it because of my vascular system or is it the heart… I have no clue, I just know how to do the vitals and I know what is good and what isn’t….

I know smoking anything will make things worse and yesterday, I only had a couple bowls, to deal with the pain, so I wouldn’t have to take a NSAID…

I think for me, I am in a catch 22 situation until I get the professionals involved…

One thing for sure, sleep was not happening again last night… and that will impact the numbers… and like the science said, my numbers did go down in the afternoon, back to normal levels….

I have no confusion issues being off the thyroid med for 48 hours, but that doesn’t mean, the thyroid is happy… it too could be the cause of the BP numbers being elevated…

Between the 2 neuropathy diseases I have and now I think blood pressure may be associated with it… could it be because of the Traumatic brain injuries and the stroke and bleed on the brain… I just don’t know… that is where I need that neurologist I am seeing in a few weeks… and I sure hope that appointment is still on the books… other wise, I will have a complaint to file with the state and AMA…

You would think quitting cigarettes will improve your life… and I did back in 07… but it is obvious, that what ever is going on in my body, It is assuredly not a good thing and I plan to out live everyone, just so I can see where America ends up… so 2054… I plan to see, I hope… maybe, okay I have no clue… but that is my goal…

Physical therapy may help, it could bring my numbers down, but not if its heart disease or vascular… again, this is outside my realm of understanding and study… which Is why I pushed for Mike to see a vascular specialist… some things are just best left to the college educated…

I have hope that I can keep off medication… my next blood work will tell us that… I think…

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I Remember… Margie… always had issues with catching her breath, even as a young teenager… amazing I made it through basic training…

Sgt. USAF DAV