Caffeine… ehh… only 1 cup from now on…

I tried the experiment that the MAYO clinic had online…. and it was correct… I am sensitive to caffeine…

Got up this AM, numbers were actually a little lower, still hypertension stage 2, got my coffee and took vitals 1/2 hour after my Java and 1 hour after my Java and the numbers went up just enough to fall into the category for sensitive…

No tachycardia, yet… I haven’t done my inhaler which could be the trigger for the irregular heart beat, but I really doubt it, been using it for a little over a year and I did an experiment with it, to make sure it wouldn’t give me issues… but I can be wrong and I will wait and do the inhaler in a few hours, instead in the morning after my coffee…

Always trying to figure it out and sometimes I succeed and sometimes I fail….

I also did more reading about that damn man-made drug Levothyroxine… Do you know that there are thousands of complaints about this stupid man made drug!!! and guess what those complaints mirror my problems…. so over the college educated!!!!

I just got excited and no irregular heart beat… that tells me the thyroid medication is probably the culprit for all my issues….

You want to talk depression, with a stroke on the brain and a man-made drug in my body, it is amazing I didn’t jump off the cliff at the end of our street!!!! So hate big Pharma!!! Greed, nothing but greed!!!!

It will take up to 5 weeks for the thyroid drug to be fully out of my body… The BP med, never got a chance to build in my body, I was not on it more than a week and that was at half dosage…

My numbers when I got out of bed, like I said, they were in stage 2 according to the device, but according to the Heart Association, my numbers are normal… so I think the device is using the old method on the numbers or its application is using old data….

So glad I never stopped learning when I got out of the military… I really did want to be a paramedic, till I realized I couldn’t quit shaking to do an IV or give an injection…. That raised huge flags in my brain… why was that such an issue for me…

All I can figure, what ever happened in my recovery after the stroke, left a lasting impression… just like mommy, daddy and sister dearest… gag me with a spoon please…

No bitchy behavior… the bangers didn’t bother me yesterday and for those who don’t know what a banger is… it’s the moron who buys a $100 vehicle and puts a $1,000 stereo system in it so everyone within a half mile can hear them coming, even if you are on your toilet!!! So over stupid!!!! I keep hoping one will drive by banging away and the vehicle comes to a complete stop outside my home, the hood, trunk and doors blow off and the people are ejected from the vehicle like Harry Potter and the vehicle implodes from the sound system… okay a little twisted, but I did research a device that would interrupt the electrical systems in vehicles… I just don’t want to go to jail… anyone, please go for it and send me video!!! But don’t hurt anyone… just the ride…

Sleep, still not happening and from past experience when I quit meds that I have been on and are built up in my body… sleep will happen when the body says enough is enough… so toss and turn it is for now… but again, I am not bitchy from lack of sleep, just sore and tired….

The experiment will continue until I see a new primary provider and we can address how best to deal with this, but ultimately, I have the final say… not book learned people who don’t have the full picture of my situation and I have to hope, I am as smart as I have been told I am…

Doubt, maybe someday that will melt away fully….

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell

I Remember… Margie… who love to play outside in the full moon light, did it last night watching the eclipse… barefoot…

Sgt. USAF DAV