The Stroke and it’s implications…

I have said for as long as I can remember… I was born old… was it because of the high IQ or Edetic memory, I do not have an answer for that… It’s just a feeling that has walked with me hand in hand since before the Texas beating and stroke….

Suspicion was always there that something was wrong, or I wouldn’t have brought it up to the Air Force shrink I had to see, so they could make up a reason to discharge me… got to protect that image… which I will never understand, but after watching Trump in action and the enormous amount of fake news people spread on face book and twitter, which are the only sites I play with… I am not surprised…

I told Mike I did things in my life that leave me blushing, but the average person would just say, you had fun didn’t you… and I did… my inhibitions were in the trash up to a point… and I took chances that conservative people like me would not normally take… and with that being said… I know for a fact many people think I am anything but conservative…

Never judge a book by its cover and never make assumptions… and I work daily not to do just that, only because so many have done it to me and are still doing it… and that is okay… their lives do not, nor will they ever have an impact on mine…

I am extremely selective on who I let into my world… and I have no problem spelling it out… regardless of who you are… Just ask my oldest son and my younger son…. I tolerate nothing anymore…

Not bullying, not fake news, not bull shit of any kind and If I fall for the crap, I own it, apologize and move on… some people just can’t seem to do that, like Trump… To admit you are wrong and own it… means being an adult… like that kid that got in the face of the Native Vietnam vet… I jumped to conclusions and I own it… after watching the full video on the news, it was obvious the kid was trying to keep things from getting worse… So I pulled my comments off face book, but not off the blog… it is important to own your mistakes… and that is exactly what I am doing…

Too many times people jump to the wrong conclusion, because they are already angry with the world and what their lot in life is… I know, I have been there… but I am working on it….

The stroke definition for the area of my brain, says that I will exhibit the behavior I just wrote about… and over time with help, normally you learn and adjust so you don’t do those things, make those assumptions and you grow as a person… It’s not easy with a stroke on your brain that killed brain cells and altered your personality…

But I will always keep coming back to this one subject…

I will and still am a work in progress and when you judge me by my cover… you are not seeing my light…

The one thing on this planet I truly believe in… We all have a light or aura… and that is what I look for… Not your outer skin…. but the light that touches even those you don’t know…

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I Remember… Margie… and her sparkle of light…

Sgt. USAF DAV