Heart beat pulse seen in my eyes… by me… wow….

We were out doing our mile and a half and I was telling Mike how, I had been in the throne room and all of a sudden I could see my pulse in my eyes… actually feel the eye move because of the pulse…

Now do I have a memory of this happening before, ya know, I do not off the top of my memories… but that doesn’t mean a memory won’t come forward, so I really have no answer at this time…

I did research it and lo and behold, it would make sense that my eyes are not getting the oxygen rich blood they need and that is because of the diastolic pressure on it return or going, didn’t really understand what I read, so I will have to go back and do more research on this subject… but….

When I took my vitals this morning, I did get a warning and request for that measurement on my right side to be redone and it came back ll6/64 but my pulse was down in the 50’s… and the tachycardia or arthymia did show up….

Is it all connected… good question… I have an eye exam in a couple of weeks and I intend to bring up the stroke and all the other symptoms… at least no one can screw with the appointments I set up myself…

Still no call from neurology and Mike told me, after he saw the guy, he gave him my blog info, because he had told the guy, I got my memories back… that was at the very beginning of my journey and someone local has been reading my blog from the begining… funny how this application lets me know … so the man knows how important it is I see him… and if anyone cancels this appointment and he allows it… wow… ego all the way and just enforces my god complex with the professionals that are not professional….

There will definitely be an investigation… too many combat vets get this kind of treatment and suicide always happens…

It’s not the veterans that are at fault, it is the college educated god syndrome I talk about… I have seen it for over 40 years and it cost lives, but proving it… you must have lots of documentation and when I talked with Tri-west last week, and twice this week, I brought up that neurology appointment and how important it was for IT NOT TO BE CANCELLED!!!

Like I always say, document and have the insurance document and the ladies I talked too… 2 of them did just that, the other employee had such a strong foreign accent, she didn’t do her job on MLK day when I talked with her, because the employee I talked too on Tuesday, did make sure to document the issue that may arise with no primary and this neurology appointment…and that call was about the Monday call….

So what has this to do with the pulse being seen in my eyes from the inside out… more research, more reading… but what little I did read and comprehend…

It means possible heart disease, so that is not news to me, it runs in the family and why we bought an elliptical, so when it’s hot, I get my exercise in… I don’t seem to tolerate humid hot weather and the feel in the air, is like it was on Okinawa, when we had a miserable hurricane season and drought… thankfully, I am well prepared for that now… it’s called air conditioning….

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I Remember… Margie… who said what she thought and watched as others tried to figure out what she meant….

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