Impact of chemical free marijuana….

I got introduced to Marijuana in the Air Force… I had never done anything, except enjoy a cocktail before I went active duty…. and Vance AFB was well inundated with the green little plant…..

Only one problem, the couple of times I tried it, nothing happened…. and now that I understand my stroke and bleed on the brain, I get why man-made medications impact me the way they shouldn’t and why street grade marijuana gives me nothing…. except a headache….

For as long as I can remember, I told doctors, man-made medications screw with me, even antibiotics can cause depression, so imagine being on a thyroid drug that was famous for depression and 27 years of it, was nearly enough to drive me over the edge… but…

Marijuana came to my rescue… When we moved to Hawaii and got our license, we learned real fast, certain strains are not good for me… anything that is sedative in nature, we stay away from… For me it is about the constant non stop pain I have lived with since this beating….

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Covered in bruises…

I was only five and the finger is still broken and the bone scans show lots of skeletal damage… now that I know what they saw, the scans and the doctors comments make sense….

Good old pot, I needed it for pain and stimuli… why, well duh look above and stimuli, because I have always known I have issues with motivation, now that I know about the brain injuries… duh… but it still impacts my everyday life and that is why my pot has to be chemical free and Mike does a good job, sterile dirt, special fertilizer and all 100% natural…

The pot does not always work, and I know I need help with PT and that appointment is coming up soon and they will teach me what I need, so I can do it at home… now staying on the elliptical might be a challenge, but wall on one side and pain on the other… focus… just stay focused… I hope…

Been off the thyroid drug a week, no confusion except for the buzz from the pot and that will pass after a few days smoking and it’s back to normal, or what I call normal… well maybe slightly mad insane type environment…

Ya just never know… but with Trump playing politics with people’s lives and it is going to impact all Americans except the rich… what comes next and when…

May just be a dream on the wind…. I always have hope things will work out… it is what kept me alive… Hope….

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I Remember… Margie… who loved to watch the wind blow…..

Sgt. USAF DAV