You can’t fix stupid… I did it again…

I know better…. I know what the consequences are…. But when it happens, it just feels so good….

To eat….

Food and I are not in love, never have been… I eat to live… I am not into fancy foods, rich foods, real spicy foods…. I just try to eat healthy, my way… not the dietitian way… 

Every time I quit smoking pot for a while, I lose that need to watch how much I eat, because my body gives me plenty of signals… but…. If I am getting used to the THC again, and the pot has any kind of stimuli in it… I will eat… I will munch and I know from decades of this… 

Not to do the stupid….

I don’t know who was more miserable last night, me or the dog… both of us wanted access to our thrones…

Heard on the news they are changing out health care coordinators starting in June… so if my health care wasn’t already up in the air… this will ensure it will get lost in the system again… 

But… at least I got the official word on the 2 neuropathy illness…. I got confirmation that my memories were correct about the severe TBI…. don’t know anything else about that except it’s not acute, the area of damage is small and in a brain, can’t imagine any size would not be considered important… but I’m just the patient… sigh…

Trump got schooled by a grandmother who knows a few things about temper tantrums and I hope Nancy keeps the child in line, till elections get here and we can get a real human in the white house… and not a puppet of Putin’s….

Fingers crossed the shutdown did not hurt the courts too much, but I know from my working in the courts… this push’s my case back months and we expect to be here till next year…. could be worse places… and we have lived in those worse places… I’ll take noisy Hawaii…

The up side of the pot, not as impactful with the depression as it was when on thyroid medication… been 10 days since I quit levothyroxine and other than making myself sick last night… I can’t complain….

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I Remember… Margie… who fought against the internal injuries…

Sgt. USAF DAV