Can you miss what you never had???

Two little girls giggling… and the bigger girl, 2 years younger than me… we had fun and it happened… the memory of being stung multiple times… all because the bigger girl said put the blanket under here and the bee nest erupted…

It is strange the memories I do have… the everyday life of that household, some are there, not many…. 

Two little girls curling up next to the mother to have her read a story… the bigger girl getting a hug as we settled into a story that would take me on many adventures…

Two little girls, the one bigger than the smaller and a couple of years younger, but people didn’t know that and the host of the kids TV show came over to interview the bigger girl, not realizing she was only 4 years old… so I talked and said words of truth and when we got home, that yard stick was used to brutally alter the child for the rest of her life… and the bigger girl just smiled… she knew, she just became special and she would carry that mantle of special thought with her through life to this day… all because Freda manipulated and lied…

It is amazing the memories that come forward of two little girls who had been best friends…

Until the bigger girl wanted to be considered special and that life should revolve around her…. 

As the time went by, the two little girls tolerated each other, always playing a game to keep the peace of a fragile existence… as I walked away from that household, the younger sister inserted herself into my place and I did nothing to stop it…

In my mind, if they ask, I will be there… and there was no need for that, because Freda made so sure that after the incident at Mather AFB, when I called the cops on them…

Freda and Peggy wrote me out of the picture, because I stood up and said stop the abuse… it was too important for the secrets that never were, be kept secret…

Two little girls, once very good friends… 

The younger one believes she is a child of god???

The older one lives in reality of what the younger girl did as the younger girl now hides behind the man-made god Trump uses to brainwash a nation…

Yep, two little girls started this world with open minds… one still has one… the other has closed it, because of her sins… always about choice… always…

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I Remember… Margie… who watched as Freda stacked the deck of cards that Margie blew down with two words…. I Remember….

Sgt. USAF DAV