Face Book Games Stopped… how about that…

Back last year and I would have to go back and look at the blog history… I had a few blood cousins that I actually know, remember a couple of them, never met a couple of them… but we are all from the same mold… the Brixey line…

Now I got family, very close family, who like me, served in the military and like me got some special training on computers, programming and most and best of all communications…

When I let my cousins back into my world on face book, I asked, no triggers that would impede my progress on this journey and that meant religious and political, do not ask me why those things set me off, but someone who has maybe a master degree in mental health would know exactly what those triggers would be… and yep, one of my cousins was friends with that person who is so educated…. just a FYI, they are a religious fanatic also, but, so were a couple of the cousins…

Anyhow, paranoia being what it is, when you wake up from a long sleep like mine and of course family doesn’t want the story of incest, rape, murder and all that other abuse to come out, or let alone how much they love mommy dearest to six figures….

Stuff kept popping up in my feed that would set me up for a bad day and this went on for about 6 months…

Ya see, I asked, and gave my reason, if you are friends with Freda or Donna or any of that part of the family, let me know, and we won’t be friends on FB… I mean, most of my stuff was public anyway, except for those things we want kept amongst our selves…

Well one day, for some ridiculous thought in my head, I thought I would check out my cousins friend list… and most of the time I hadn’t been able to see them, but this day, Russia, China, N. Korea, someone was having fun screwing with the FB program and right in my face was the family I wanted no contact with…and it was in the news about Russia messing with the application again, actually still are…

Now I had told Mike when I started seeing stuff in my feed that I knew wasn’t coming from a foreign hack, I knew it was coming directly from one of the people on my friends list and when I got to see who was friends with the cousins… I knew who had been trying to interfere with my progress in recovering my memories…

So I let them hang themselves after seeing the friends list and I cut them loose… and I waited… because what if my suspicion had been wrong… and I waited… and several months later…

The only thing that shows up in my feed is the kind of stuff, I asked people to put out there, though the last month or two, not much has triggered a reaction out of me, I think that is called progress, kind of, maybe sort of…

My point of this little memory to myself… You asked and all you got was subterfuge and lies… and that is exactly what I expect from people who commit crimes, but call them sins so that they can commit the crimes again, but their god will forgive them… Jeez that just went round robin…

There are still some things that will trigger a negative response, usually some one will post about cruelty to animals… thanks, but no thanks, I saw more death that I ever want to see and I support organizations that fight for animal rights… but that doesn’t mean I want to see a trophy hunter or an animal abused by a dumb ass human… been there and lived that and I was the on the receiving end of that abuse, by said animals, called Freda and Don…

What I have always said, Trust is earned, not given and it will always be that way in my life and if someone violates that trust…

It was and always will be their choice and my choice to walk away from said toxic behavior…

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I Remember… Margie… who lived through death…

Sgt. USAF DAV