Telling the Story….

Is Margie’s story unique???  Christians and domestic violence have been partners since the inception of controlling another human being, because you got off on it… no other reason to control something… If you don’t enjoy it, you don’t do it… and with the population of religious we have on this planet… yep, it’s all about controling what isn’t yours to begin with…. another person’s life… Freda and Peggy thought they had control over Margie’s story… I use that term loosely… the thinking part…

Shaken baby syndrome…. blunt force trauma to every inch of her little body, from the time she could track with those large gray eyes… Margie knew and remembered…

The neurologist was encouraging… he acknowledge the knowledge and understanding I have… he listened… all I wanted, put it in writing… make it official… 

Professionally there is nothing left out there for me on this journey… Hypnosis, maybe… if the neuro doc is right, I could remember every thing and I so want to… it’s missing a limb, with my memory gaps…

It is comforting knowing that it is neuropathy and TBI that caused so much angst in my life… and if Freda had spoken, I would have had answers decades ago… how different life would have been… the education I could have pursued… and in a way I did, I just never got a degree or a license… but it was that knowledge and motivation to have answers that made me learn all I could, so doctors could no longer tell me what they wanted me to hear… I wanted truth… I wanted facts…

I now have all that…

It will be a work in progress, progress will be made, it will take time and lots of effort and most of all a drive to complete the task I started, when I told Mike I had a memory to tell him about… all because a young man killed 26 people in Sutherland Springs, Texas… because of those deaths…

I will get to tell Margie’s story…. Domestic violence is an old song… sung through the ages…. It will be rewarding, putting all this together into a book so that Margie’s song is never forgotten….

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I Remember… Margie… who loved to sing at one time…

Sgt. USAF DAV