Experiment over….

Saw my new primary doctor today and told them about the thyroid drug and all I got was… “we are here to advise you, not make you take medication”… thought Mike & I both would have fallen over… with all the hype about taking this kind of medication… When I get low on my medication for cholesterol, that’s when we will do blood work… I am flabbergasted….

I was only able to use private health insurance for a 3 or 4 year time period, when Mike and I got married… it’s always been military or VA health care…

I actually feel like I am back in charge of my health care and the professionals are exactly what they are supposed to be, a guide and not a road block…

So happy camper after today’s appointment… Internet gets put in Thursday… that’s when my fun begins… 

The mindset I have been in for so long, is changing… chemical reaction in the brain is altering too… and that is something I have noticed since my memories came back… I try to not be hard on myself when I am irritable and just want to be at home and not around people… so we are going to introduce me to golf… wonder if I will be one of those who is out of clubs, before I am out of balls???

Always pushing, and have been since Nov 7, 2017…. Always hoping for different outcomes and having to bend over and kiss my own ass for thinking that way…

All of this really does make me want to isolate myself… buy property up in Alaska or some place with lots of land… getting my memories back and addressing all the trauma will be so much easier than going home and being around people I know… that is still a ways off, that move is…

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I Remember… Margie… who hated old fashion wringer washer’s…

Sgt. USAF DAV