Depression… Hormone related???

I know that depression has been with me for decades, nothing I can do about the childhood stuff… but when I questioned doctors about hormone replacement and thyroid medication, I got a mixed bag of responses…

Every day that goes by, and there is less synthetic drugs in my system, I can feel the change and I can feel the depression relaxing back into a pattern that would go hand in hand with a stroke or TBI’s…

Hormones play a big part in the way you process information and most of all your emotional status… boy did they have a strangle hold on me…

I am beginning to believe that most of my severe depression that I have been dealing with since the hysterectomy, is because no one got it right about what I should have been replacing my hormones with…

When I read about people who had a TBI due to a car accident or a combat injury, we have similarities, but that is about it… Which may be why some people will turn to a religion and others will turn to violence and others like me, work it out and look for that self-reliance we were born with…. except mine got lost along the way, because of religion… I was brainwashed by man-made gods…

Now that the chemical part of the intrusion is over and the loss of knowledge is over… this is all about finding the person I was, before doctors surgically altered me and before my parents killed me and gave me the stroke…

That’s a lot of years to go back and let go of issues and habits that were not conducive to anyone, but those playing god…

Taking my life back, leaves me wanting more and I feel a faint excitement begin to build deep inside me…

March 7th I will have had my memories back for 16 months… and out of all that darkness, that light at the end of the tunnel…

My reward for taking my soul back from christians… 

My opportunity to live my life to its fullest, on my terms and not some made up man-made gods bull shit…

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I Remember… Margie… who never liked lip service….

Sgt. USAF DAV