Man made pharmaceuticals and their damage…

Man made pharmaceuticals are no different from man-made gods… both meant to control your life and make you dependent on anything but yourself…. so over men in power… Experienced that until I got my memories back… 

Getting the medical answers the last few months led me to the conclusion that Levothyroxine made my life a living hell for 27 years and no doctors, not even the specialist…. listened and it cost me dearly…

Hormone imbalance in women is nothing new… but I didn’t hit puberty until I was 16 1/2 years old… that is when my menstrual started… 1969….

By 1979, the Air Force took out my ovaries and tubes and there was nothing wrong with the organs and they put me into menopause at 25 years old and my life went from difficult to a walking and living hell of hormone replacement therapy… 

So imagine, your body gets natural hormones from less than 10 years and you are put on synthetic hormones that alter every thing about you… remember when I said I asked the Air Force shrink if you could change your personality… by that time I had been on premarin for 3 years and my psych test said mood disorder…. sigh…. hormones that are natural can make life and egg-shell walk as it is… put man-made hormones in a womans body and you never know what you will get… I know I lived it….

When I quit the premarin back in 04, I could feel the difference and change… but all the doctors insisted I stay on the Levothyroxine and I paid a heavy price from 2004 to now… because I trusted the college educated, licensed doctors in America… wow!!!

Mike says there is a change, he’s learning to pay attention, now that we know that certain conditions may appear down the road… and things have changed and I know, they will continue to change… I knew when the military put me on hormone replacement therapy things were not right and I kept being told I didn’t know what I was talking about….

I think I have a good use for that Writers Block program I just got… take all my medical records an put it in that program and let it sort it all out by date and labs and bull shit… now that is a good idea, so I can show the lack of professionalism all the way back to my military time… that chore will have to wait till my cataract surgery is done… it is taxing trying to focus my vision when just doing the blog, the left eye is bad and it’s real obvious now that it’s a cataract causing that eye problem… the eye doc found no problems with the right eye… just the left and when I close the left eye, I can see real good… it’s just very taxing to do that… so I have a plan for the writing program…

I find it less of a hassle to figure out this software or other stuff… it does amaze me how bad that thyroid drug screwed with me…

It’s like the last few days have been a test of how much more it could do, before it leaves my body… a reminder of how nasty a drug it is… the depression, the conflict… not something I am going to miss… Raising my voice is the other thing I won’t miss…

Man made drugs… had control of my life for the last 27 years… I will never take another drug, unless they can prove its need to keep me alive… My blood pressure has been 100% what it used to be, before the medications… actually a lot is going back to what it used to be, before 1993 came around…

I have learned many lessons on this part of the journey, it will be interesting to see what else I can learn as time goes by…

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I Remember… Margie… and the mumps….

Sgt. USAF DAV