Dear Diary today I am about 7 yrs old…

A chaotic memory or multiple moments in time…

Mommy had me go out into the cabbage field next to the trailer park and steal a cabbage… loved cabbage with miracle whip between 2 fresh soft pieces of bread…

I lost mommy’s necklace her daddy gave her and I remember dropping it behind the trailer…

I stayed out and played late one night and we got locked in a shed for an hour, funny I wasn’t claustrophobic…

I want to say this was the time the boob incident happened and I ended up with these bruises…

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The placement of the trailer fits… the school was not in Alabama… and the school photographer was the one who put the head band on me to expose my bruised face…

I wish I had firm memory about this diary, but this memory has me perplexed… the photographer is what surprises me about the memory… I hate those type of head bands to this day, it makes my skull hurt… now I know why…

I never saw a picture with my two front teeth missing… Only pictures I found, showed trauma…

Dear diary why was I hated by mommy so much… 

Dear diary those big sad gray-green eyes… have never changed…

what did my mommy do???

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell 

I Remember… Margie… who hates head bands….

Sgt. USAF DAV