Waiting for that shoe to drop…

The next diary entry takes me into the land of death and birth…. still thinking how to approach that entry or outline… it’s dark and ugly…

Mood, the Levothyroxine is officially out of my body and I feel good… compared to 27 years of hell… this is good… instead of doing the irrational… doing the common sense… not getting much sleep, but we are getting lots of rain and that means lots of stuff blooming and congestion at night… it too will pass, maybe…

Hard to believe one tiny man-made drug could destroy so much, but it did and from my point of view, it took 27 years of my life with it… depression, paranoia, top that off with how it impacted my already damaged body… yep 27 years of living hell…

Other than fatigue, which goes hand in hand with my two neuropathy determinations… I can live with the fatigue, but not the thyroid drug…

Weight gain, was about 10 pounds and that was with a healthy dose of valentines candy… which is gone… so back to our healthy diet, if it’s not cooked we have fruit…

PT is on track and my body tells me it is gaining in strength… now to build endurance…

Mentally, very good… I can tell when the area of my brain-damaged by stroke wants to do depression, it’s recognizable and controllable… and it’s all physical, not emotional… like the thyroid drug made it…

We installed security cameras and now if I want to get even with a banger… just take the video off the camera, which has sound and plaster it on the internet… it may or may not impact their lives some day… better than wasting the cops time trying to bust these dumb ass’s who are breaking the laws for disturbing the peace… thus why the move is important…

We now have a saying when I ask this question??? Why are we moving….

  1. Privacy, so more land, around 20 acres or so…
  2. Peace and quiet, thus the land….
  3. Bigger house….
  4. View….

That is the reason we are moving… as to when that will happen…

When I am ready… I am getting there….

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I Remember… Margie… who knows as many secrets as priests do, her secrets involve rape too…

Sgt. USAF DAV