Borg… not a bad idea….

I want a body like 7…. reminds me of my younger days…. 

Neck is real hassle, trying to keep it back an in position and not forward and putting a strain on those areas that are damaged from all those beatings… not fun…

Today at PT… I told her about the sensation in my forearms… and how it felt different from what the muscles in my upper arms feel… those hurt, because they are coming back to life… they have been used before… but not so much with my forearms…

I couldn’t turn my arms out, ya know, palms up and keep my elbows by my side… I can now, but I have been doing exercises now for months… anyhow, I told the PT and she worked on my right arm and if you look at this picture, see that indention in my arm… it’s broken… and the PT lady could feel the blunt force trauma damage… big time, I want to punch a wall kind of sigh…………………………..yep!

margie

Covered in bruises…

So, some new exercises, to help those muscles that are trying to communicate with the nerves and all the other junk inside my body… oh, so much to learn and no desire too… anatomy is what I mean… 

Ironic, I hate exercise, because of all the pain it gave me… now, that pain lets me know what is working and what is going to be a problem as I age…

So much damage to a little girl, only 6 years old in this picture and so much more abuse to come…

All because of christians god… a human man born on our planet… you really cannot fix stupid… you just can’t…

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell

I Remember… Margie… who never stood a chance against Trumps kind of god… MAN!!!

Sgt. USAF DAV