Neuropathy & Sun, friend or foe???

After the last blow to my body by any human in 1971 alongside my head…. that was when the sun, heat, humidity started a love hate relationship… all because of that last blow to my head at 17 years old…

We are green, we do all we can to conserve energy, water, food, etc… so I have an out doors clothes line and today, we started moving things around, so laundry got started late and by the time it was done, we were at the height of our UV and heat for Hawaii… between 10AM and 2PM… so a little burned today, just slight pink… but it made me feel sick…

The same kind of reaction I got at suicide cliff on Okinawa after the head incident…

As much as I would like to think all this crap I deal with started as an adult… I have to and I have, which is why I am moving on… accepted the criminality of the home I was raised in… besides… they were and still are bat shit crazy…

So the heat, dry heat, does not seem to hit me as hard, I still do not like being out in it… but it’s a noticeable change from my childhood, where I spent all my time outdoors and the heat never bothered me…Β 

The neuropathy, both kinds that I have, take their toll… the autonomic flare up is still going on… it’s not 100% done screwing with me…

Moving will be a chore if it does not back off….

We chose our house and our town we are moving too… we are excited… and the time will pass quickly… and the fatigue I wear now, will become more pronounced until we are done and finished… so it goes when you make big life choices… Β and our adventure has begun…

I skipped the supplements this morning, and still had a bad tummy, so it’s not that and likely is the neuropathy taking its pound of flesh…Β 

What did a 5-year-old child ever do to these religious bigots???

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell

I Remember… Margie… and her love of swimming…

Sgt. USAF DAV