Physical Therapy… who knew…

Resisted anyone ever touching me, it just flat-out hurts… it hurts to even hug someone or shake hands… so touch, not something I am big on, nor have I ever been… Raped young, you do not like human touch….

The physical therapist is working my left side and working that band that runs from your hip to your ankle between the muscles on the anterior side…mine is twisted and turned and has been since the stroke at 13 years old… so over 50 years… and oh my goodness can it hurt, when they try to get that body part to turn and relax…

I wrote about the balance beam in high school, one of my few memories… that was after the Japan beating and brain bleed… and I couldn’t maintain my balance on the balance beam, when just a few years earlier I was walking 12 foot high pylon walls 6 inches wide and no problem…

So as early as 15, my left leg had already turned out and not one Air Force orthopedic, not even the one I just saw here recently caught it… but physical therapy did… big time sigh… remember I wrote about Tripler Army hospital saying I had Pagets an it was a whole bunch of orthopedic doctors… college educated only means you passed tests… fact!!!

We just finished our mile walk and my left leg stayed in the correct position, in fact, I correct it the minute it goes to the turned out position….

None of this feels good, it is making all of my body correct itself from the stroke, when I was 13… so muscles, ligaments, tendons… you name it, they hurt, but in a good way…

I get that some of this damage will never be reversible… they hid me away or lied about the injuries… christians biggest cowards on the planet…

But, there is a good chance that some of the damage can be reversed and that is what I am working for… that saying, no pain, no gain… couldn’t agree more… could use a little less pain, but oh well, at least I know I am alive…

What really got me, the nurse could feel the old damage in my arm from the beating at 5 years old with that old 1 inch thick wooden yard stick… last night I showed hubby the indent in my arm 59 years later… you rub your finger across and you can feel wear the tissue is indented permanently, because I was never seen by doctors… yep christians… biggest and baddest bullies on the planet… may they all live the lives they deserve… the shorter the better…

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I Remember… Margie… who saw the face of evil and it was mans god….

Sgt. USAF DAV