17 months of Remembering and Growing…

Though I had to delete the first couple months of my blog, because of my twisted sister and her lies… sigh… the rest of the blog is here and it will be most interesting to go back and see the progress…

Some of the writing is raw, full of anger and pain… All of the writing is honest… and when I got it wrong I owned it….

At times my writing or at least to me it read like a petulant child ranting and throwing a temper tantrum….

It is frustrating when the people involved are living and refusing to talk, let alone tell the truth…. Holy crap on a cracker that is TRUMP!!! Wow, how funny our lives are more alike than we think…

I left the writing intact so I could see the emotional progress I have made since getting my memories back 17 months ago…. and how much I got wrong or panicked over… and that Zip line comes to mind… how far I have come…

It really was a shock to the brain, to find out I had died, had a stroke and brain bleed… all before the age of 15…. and the people who did it… my own parents and siblings… but to have it confirmed Dec 26, 2018 …. just WOW and I died in 1967…

Will life ever be the same for me, I think for me… keeping the birth family at a distance is the best course…

They were only a part of my life when necessary and that need has been gone for a long time… I doubt I could meet any of them face to face and not throw up… 

The anger, it is there, but just a reminder of what was done to me and the cowards that hide behind a man-made god, gee that is Trump…

If nothing else, waking up from this nightmare allows me, to be me and no more playing nice, just because…

If people want to be a part of my world, they have to respect it… if they can not do that, they will not be invited in… it’s just that simple and it does not matter if you are my son or daughter or grandchild… Disrespect Mike & I and you will be treated accordingly… and mostly you will be surprised at how we do it…

Life is settling down into a routine of tired mornings, but not cranky… Just happy I woke up and Mike and I are enjoying our coffee together one more day…

The adventures to come, sound like fun… the spoiling of great-grandchildren sounds like paradise… as long as we send the noise makers home with them…. true story…

Day of thunder and lightning, started at 1AM… so computer is getting powered down and shut off….

Hope everyone has a nice Thursday… we are just hoping to maintain power….

Aloha

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I Remember… Margie… who loves to giggle…

Sgt. USAF DAV