A Memory…. a moment in time… pre Texas death…

We had just left the house to do our mile walk this morning and as usual, we are talking about our purchase on the mainland and a memory went rolling before my eyes…

The time… Texas 1967, August 3, my birthday…. mom had been at the commissary grocery shopping or something along that line and dad walked in the door and tossed MRE’s at us kids and I asked what it was and Larry comes strolling through the door…. and dad (Don) says your mom is in the hospital and she has had or is having your sister and this is your dinner and Larry goes, good think I had a burger on base… jumbled memory, but its getting clearer…

This was prior to my near death experience when my heart stopped and I had a stroke… because Don & Freda got into a knock down dragged out fight over that very baby, who was not of my dad’s blood and he knew it…

So that neurologist was right… the memories are there… this memory is just before I get beaten so badly, Don is locked up in a military psych ward for about 30 days, didn’t change anything… the man beat me again within a years time because I pissed off Freda and dear sweet sister Peggy… yep we were a close family…

I was the mouse in a den of vipers… it is amazing I survived, went on to have a couple of kids and join the military…

And the living is still as silent as the grave… and they call themselves christians…

Did you hear about the boy scouts??? Enough said… maybe not… Did you hear about the Priest?? or the Nuns or the Baptist or the Mormons or the Muslims in Sri Lanka, need I say more…

Eliminate religion and hold everyone to the same standard… rape under the guise of religion and beating under the guise of religion and most of all the hiding behind said religion, might finally come to a stop… hope springs eternal, but mental illness is more pervasive than you can imagine and they do it all under the guise of religion, faith, beliefs, you name it, they have an excuse….

No means No… Excuses are like assholes, we all have one…

TimesUp #MeToo

WhyIDidntTell, because I would have been treated the same as Hill and Ford…

Sgt. USAF DAV

I Remember… Margie, a victim of military cover up  and christian abuse…

Now a living and breathing and most of all talking survivor…..