PTSD still not winning….

Stressful day, phone calls that I don’t like, but I handled it and was happy with my behavior, so modifying is happening….

We got a realtor and I will be involved more than I would like, but I have to look at the finances of this… we have no clue for sure that check is coming from the courts in May… anything and something can always interfere with a court disbursement… and if it does not show up, I have to be able to move us home and I just can not see paying 6% commission in this day and age… that time has come and gone for real estate…. besides, no guarantee they can get me top dollar, regardless the pretty words that flowed…

Reality is, I have to think of us, our finances and my property… it is my money, my property and my decision… every house we put on the market sold within 30 days of hitting the market and my last one, sold in under an hour, and we accepted the offer…

Mike has a degree in architecture, I have practical experience from my government and private sector jobs and for 2 people on disability, we are not doing to bad… so I think I will stick with what I know…

Me…

Mike is working to make outside pretty, the realtor has the pictures the MLS should be active in a few days and if the stars are aligned right… this will sell quickly and we will be home to celebrate our 25th wedding anniversary…

So PTSD, I thumb my nose to you… you are losing your hold on me and that is progress….

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell, because I didn’t want to be treated the way Hill and Ford were treated… 

I Remember… Margie and knowing if she cried, it gave them power over her little body…

Sgt. USAF DAV