Neuropathy Ride….

For me, other than all the nerve pain…. it’s the Autonomic neuropathy that gives me more scary moments than the peripheral neuropathy….

This is when I want the specialist working together, Endo, Neuro and Medical… so that when the episodes happen I have an understanding of what is happening to me…

I have never blacked out, fainted, that I know of…. but when these events happen and one did about 48 hours ago, it takes a lot from me… it mimics a seizure, but I have no seizure… it is all the re-wiring my brain did, after the first head injury that was moderate and I have come to know that had to happen before I was 6 years old… and yes I am remembering…

So when this gremlin decides to rear its ugly head, he gets out my favorite buddy the fire dragon and my head will feel like it is going to melt… worse than a hot flash and I had enough years of those…

After that comes the tummy wanting to go visit my mouth and that is never fun tasting…. and usually if it’s a good one, me and the throne are friends and I need stock in Northern Tissue…

With all the stress and unwanted outside stress from a professional, my PTSD and my neuropathy are not all over the map and in fact, they seem to be some what under control….

Will I ever not lose it or not keep it together??? You show me a human that can and I will show you Mr. Spock…

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell because of how Ford and Hill were treated by men in power, protecting men in power…

I Remember… Margie, before every time she moved her head the world swimmed and her tummy would empty, and one time it was so worth it… I was 6 and it was after the head injury…

Sgt. USAF DAV