Bagwell bucket of shit, still not landing!!!

My mother has said for as long as I can remember, in fact she made the comment numerous times when we lived in Mena…. about how I can fall into a bucket of shit and come out smelling like a rose… I like roses, but I am more a magnolia or jasmine kind of girl… just saying…

It has not mattered what happened to me in my life all 64 + years of it… something bad happens, and in the end, I always came out on top… why???

Because I didn’t have to believe in a man-made god, so I could lie, steal, cheat, manipulate or anything else to get what I wanted out of this life…

I worked for it… If I got it great, If I didn’t, I knew I had to accept that another persons decision impacted my choices and I made sure that person or entity never had that kind of power over me again…

So though I may have hiccups in the road of life and that is usually just trying to get the health care I earned as a 100% priority 1 disabled veteran… instead, because I am a woman and went after the VA system, my care is anything but good and in the end… that to will even it’s self out… why???

Becuase federal employees are not that smart and I know how to make the system work for me, when they work against me…it just takes a little more effort and sometimes a little money out of my pocket… VA does not control my health care I have medicare too…

As for the current moment in time… last night we both slept good… knowing that we are in escrow and that in 45 days or less, we will be in LA and headed home….

The couple buying our house, the guy is a tire guy and so is my  hubby because of the family business, so those two hit it off, the wife, she loves to cook, just like me and she couldn’t quit looking at the kitchen and all the fancy stuff I added… this isn’t a house we are selling, this is our home and it is going to a Hawaiian native family and we could not be happier, why??? Because we do love our little bit of paradise, just not the roosters and bangers… 

6 weeks we have to be out, my how the time will fly…. We are so excited to go home and spoil babies and see the kids and friends…

We are not going to make money on this sale, we pulled our money out last year… so, we are selling and breaking even… and that is what I hoped for… no cash out of my pocket…

Mike & I both have long lists of things to get done, mail box’s, calls, and the list goes on… getting ready for this move…

One things is obvious, I still do not handle stress that well, not as bad a reaction as before when on levothyroxine… which if you ask me, that damn drug is like the Stepford wives club… it turns women into something other than what they are… I will never touch that toxic drug again!!! Thousands of complaints on-line about it, and I mean thousands…. Levothyroxine the drug from hell, just to control women!!!!

The day has started, so much to do and then it will come to a halt and we will be bored, but definitely stoned… we have a lot to smoke before we leave, can’t take it with ya… boy do I wish I could!!!

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell, because rape by men like Trump, never ends!!!

I Remember… Margie… who never knew true fear, just the fight or flight…

Sgt. USAF DAV