Chaos of PTSD, Repressed Memories and the Need to move Forward….

Maybe it is more of a desire to move forward… I have been living in the past my whole life, because I didn’t remember what happened and Freda and Don Bagwell as well as the rest of the family decided to play god, with my life!!!…

I wonder what that feels like to take power over another human being and play god???… Trump does it on a daily basis and so does the Pope and after hearing the Pope protecting the priest by saying you don’t have to report the crimes to the police… He just made those priest gods and they can rape when ever they please and who ever they please… because the god they fabricated will forgive them… Honest you cannot fix stupid… just WOW!!!

For decades it was survival mode and plan out this or that, so that no one else or entity had control or say over MY LIFE!!!! but damn if they didn’t try up until recently…

Humans playing god, causes more chaos and wars and conflicts and hate and malice and greed and envy and how long do you want me to continue this????

I told Mike this morning, when I disconnected myself from Freda, Peggy, Richard, Donna, Tim, Larry and the rest of the Bagwell Cooper clan, a calmness and peace came over my soul…

These humans played god with my life and my life is now my own and they are no longer a part of my life, nor will they ever be, as long as they worship man-made gods and refuse to own what they did….

I also have come to terms with relationships I thought I had and made the choice to disconnect on social media… the only time I heard from them, when they wanted to use my brain… True Story…

Instead of the human gods having a say over my life…

It’s just little ole me and I am very territorial and I won’t tolerate anymore lies, intrusions into my world because you are bat shit crazy or miserable…

Get help and just maybe someday you can come back into my world of reality, when you left your childhood delusions on the sunday school floor…

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell, because men in power made sure you couldn’t hear and you still can’t today… just look at Biden’s ignorance…

I Remember Margie, who once told someone I don’t like hugs and they told me they were giving me one anyway… not my comfort, but their agenda to have control over me… NEVER AGAIN!!! Will a human play god with my body, soul or life!!!! No means No!!!

Sgt. USAF DAV