Time is flying by….

The move, fast approaching… Still in awe at the eye clinic..I would have passed anyway… Informed decisions, not conveyer belt medicine an being my eyes…I will wait till after our move an I can be down for recovery… not happening at this moment in time…

PTSD has been around an intrusive… I have such a great hubby, he just goes an finds a job outside to do, an lets me work it out….

So far no hiccups, dogs get certificate in time to fly and all other arrangements are done an hubby did most of it….when I could make the stuff large enough to see I helped… move should be straight forward…I hope….

By this time in June we will be in a travel trailer, on the road home for a couple weeks of house hunting…

Stress, dealing with it better than before… an interacting socially like I used to do… Even invited kids to our home, that we met here…very talented artist, bought a bunch of stuff today for gifts…

For my grand daughter an her five year old…She wanted magic necklaces an these dance in the light…

Excited to go home, tempered with no expectations… Life has a habit of surprising me once in a while… so, we shall see…

Just looking forward to getting set up with my big monitor, once our stuff arrives, so I can write an not just prattle… finger typing, not my favorite…

Something big or what my brain conceives as big is hitting my night time… so sleep is good one night an not the next… the sooner the better… I need that sleep right now…PTSD, never given me a say before!!! The nightmare will or will not reveal its self…

Autonomic neuropathy has been intrusive an it make me wonder if that is why my thyroid symptoms got misinterpreted….. hopefully settling down, I will get these last few answers…

When I look back, I got a lot of my answers, thanks to a very few good doctors, here on Hawaii… Civilian health care beat VA hands down… I am grateful to the islands for those answers….

I expect some tests will be redone, but Mike did a good job getting all info I need to request records after we leave here…

I just have hope that no one has expectations of me in any way, when we go home…

These words will be reminded often… I have a condition, you would be wise not to piss me off… True story, that filter left the building when the MRI confirmed the truth….

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell…look what they did to Professor Ford!!!

I Remember… Margie, who dislikes yard sales….thanks granny…big time smiling emoji…

Sgt USAF DAV