Proof the stroke happened in Texas in 67 at 13 years old…at the hands of christians…

When you live in a military household, especially those enlisted ones… money was tight in our time and it was tight when I went active duty 10 years later… but, that is not about the stroke, the following is…

I have, like any good human, tried to wrap my head around the abuse that christians think they are allowed to do to children and partners, even the country…. and I still can not wrap my head around the abuse, so doubt will creep in and that is when I have to go back through the memories and of course the decades of medical records as far back as 1971…. and there is no record of stroke, symptoms of having one or anything else… it all points to my childhood and what was the clue that told me the stroke happend via my christian parents… that’s simple… money….

When we got a new pair of shoes, which like most poor households, it was as needed… and Easter was the time we got new dress up shoes… and always shiny patin leather ones… and you scuff those, you know it and we used vasoline to shine them up… so what was my clue… the lack of scuffing on my shoes prior to 13 years of age… but… after 13, it was noticeable I had a walking problem….

I dragged my feet, like any human would that had a stroke and the top of my shoe on the right foot, has had a hole in it to this day, because I drag my right leg, trying to keep the left leg steady, because the stroke happened on the right temporal frontal lobe…

That moment that I planned to write about and word press changed the program on me, which I don’t see happening on me today… so someone fixed this mess for me??? eh, who knows, I barely can see the print on the screen through these cataracts…

Anyhow, the memory made it’s way back around, like they all do… and now you know how I got my memories back… I just wait for the rerun in my brain memory and grab it, document it… like now, so that when the time to write the book presents itself… I don’t have to go hunting for these memories…

Brain injuries are a curious thing and when my last MD said it was only a small spot on my brain damaged…. both Mike and I nearly fell out of our chairs… Mike has the left ventrical of his heart damaged… it is dead… same goes for where my stroke happened, that sector, tho small is dead… there is nothing insignificant when the machine that keeps your blood flowing stops… but most of all the meaning of life is not our heartbeat…

It’s our brain and the miguided religious who are taking my autonomy away from me, because they think a heart beat means life… just shows… education in America is lacking and mental illness is pervasive….

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell, that hole in my shoe, appeared within 1 yr of buying those tennis shoes in 2017… I had the stroke in 1967 at 13…

I Remember Margie, who’s only fault, call out christians for their lying raping thieving murdering ways… Trump & Kavanaugh are the worse for christian representation… but then so are priests….

Sgt. USAF DAV