Instant body freefall….

Ever be standing or sitting and all of a sudden you feel like you are in free fall… for those who don’t have a clue, think of an elevator and the bottom just dropped out… it is that kind of sensation… one that I have felt since the stroke in Texas…. so about 52 years of hell… thanks mommy dearest…

The sensation is one that will bring on the tummy wanting to jump out my throat and run away with the spoon…. it also mess’s with the vision and feeling of security…

Anymore when it happens, it tells me I am in for a neurological event that will mess with my internal organs…. Used to, this was a once in a while event… now it’s about every 30 days….

Sometimes it will leave me drained and mentally exhausted, which explains the abnormal brain waves and why the neuro thought seizures and in a way that is exactly what I am experiencing as I write and the “seizure” symptoms can last up to a month now….

It will impact every aspect of my life and it will make it hard to participate in life… because this action my brain does… takes so much from me and so far I have found nothing that will help it, unless you want to ingest man made drugs and I will pass on that VooDoo….

So what do I do… I get in my brain and I fight it… I fight it with logic, reason and most of all understanding of what my brain is doing to my body, all because christians beat the crap out of a 5 year old… you saw the lasting marks in the last post… are you smart enough to figure it out… Freda and Don don’t think so… but they left so much evidence…

ME…..

Since quitting the Levothyroxine, this issue is much more manageable, the thyroid med, made it a living hell… now that the premarin cream is done… it’s just me and SeroVital and my supplements…

My body and mind are still adjusting to all the changes I am throwing at it… and since Eye surgery won’t happen here, that stress is on the back burner… as for dental… a cracked bridge is a time bomb and my work experience tells me what to expect and I know the doc here will take care of it, if it goes critical…

So the only stress I am dealing with… is what the brain is doing now… Mike dealt with all the other stuff, best hubby ever and the medical side, is being covered…

And because of that, it makes what the brain is doing now, much easier to handle and for me to figure out if there is a trigger or it’s the chemcial side of the damaged brain doing what it has always done, I’m just more aware of it and when I look at it that way… I see the symptoms all the way back to Texas and honestly, they are more frequent, but not as severe as they used to be and that I contribute to stopping all the drugs the VA and Air Force had me on, which was just to keep me quiet anyway…

Sorry to disappoint, but the more I research those involved with the coverup, the more I find, the majority of them are dead and dead before their time… funny how life works…

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidnTell, ask the christians they are the ones that know everything and know absolutely nothng…

Sgt. USAF DAV I remember… Margie…