Life after rape, near death and lies…edited

Life is the most fascinating live action out there and so many perfer, distraction, drugs, sex, crime and religion, instead of living….

Sleep the elusive part of my life since I was about 5 years old… those pictures I showed ya recently…. that was when the PTSD took a real hold on my life and Freda did nothing but blame a 5 year old behavior on the 5 year old, instead of owning the brain damage she did to that baby…. christians such wonderful liars, beaters, rapist and murders…

The fatigue part of my existence is something I have had to battle against for 60 years now… and it still amazes me, I went into the Air Force basic training 2 months after giving birth and 10 years after a stroke and 8 years after a TIA brain bleed… so impressed with myself, and…. I have every right to be…most men curl up in a ball with a hang nail…

Getting here has been the fight of a life time and I still have much more life to fight for… Every day is a new experience, and those experiences are helping to change the brain from it’s fight or flight that Freda put into me with the beatings she gave a little child…

Today we are doing more improvements to our property…. want to stay competitive, you give the buyers no excuse to pass you by… so updating some more things in the home with the dark metal, so that rust is no more… talking hinges and door handles… and going to upgrade to a electronic keyless entry for the buyer… updated smoke alarms with wifi and Iphone capable technology, so if not at home, you know if your house is safe or not and it is integratable with other tech…

There is only so much I can do and I have to let the property speak for itself… just as with my progress out of darkness…. I am helping a house with builder grade junk, shine with up dated finishes…. to make this place stand out…. something I am trying very hard to give Margie…

A chance to shine, because christians tried so hard to put out her light… which will always shine brighter than the corrupt of heart and mind and soul like christians….

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell, censorship happening in real time everytime I post… must be making the suedo religious nervous…

Sgt. USAF DAV I remember Margie…