Uncle, honest I get it… I get suicide…. I get depression an most of all, I get being overwhelmed…
Bridge the VA did, my tooth is gone, oral surgery would have been today, but, contractor maybe, ceiling maybe…so surgery next week an I may loose more than one tooth…
Frustrating when you tell peeps the bridge moves, they manipulate it an nothing, but, my mouth, my ears, an year ago I brought it up an no x-rays an here we are….
Docs office calls, UA done, waiting on labs….
So, that explains the depression pushing into my world an for once, I did not loose it, just dealt with all that is transpiring, packed a full bowl to calm the throb, cause doc cut pontiff off so surgeon can remove tooth…(pontiff is fake tooth between two natural teeth enclosed in a bridge work)….
Waiting on lab an pretty sure kidney infection or its the NSAIDS telling my kidney hello, so damn if you do or don’t….
Contractor here, so yippee on the ceiling🤪☺️
Lesson learned, insist on x-rays when mouth hurts, so I got to own my part… Toothless look is not my favorite, an hope VA does its job an does the work while I am here under care, but I know the VA system an $20,000 in health care out of my pocket since I was made 100% in 98… tells you exactly how deplorable the system is…. took about 5 yrs to get my last surgery an that was major… so VA health care, leaves a lot to be desired….
Hubby helping contractor, so happy the ugly is being fixed an we can get back to selling this house, it is cute an we threw in the storage shed, small storage, extra frig, Lg upright freezer an washer dryer set, plus kitchen appliances… and two large pantry cabinets from Home Depot, where I could store a years supply of food…. hope that does the trick, or off the market may happen… Can not sell if no buyers….
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Sgt USAF DAV I Remember Margie…..