Trust is earned, not given…

Trust and fear… wow, at one time I was beyond naive, I guess we all are at one time or another in our lives…. but mine lasted a very long time…..

Because I was never told about the stroke or any of the other injuries inflicted upon my body as a child… and of course 20 questions didn’t work… but distance did… and the further away from them I got, the less the chatter in my brain……

I watch as Trump, who is classic with passive/aggressive personality disorder as well as habitual liar, con, theif, rapist and my favorite traitor to America… and I wonder how anyone would ever trust the dude… he gave me the used car salesman creeps decades ago…..

Trust is an important word in my world… you violate my trust and you don’t get a 2nd chance… I have no reason to waste my time doing that… I didn’t violate my trust… you did… and you will do it again… so I pass….

I have found those who act concerned and all lovey, dovey… are the ones I guard against the most… they use that talent to earn trust and when you use emotions to gain trust… you are manipulating… basically psychology, behavior modification…. I’ll pass….

PTSD makes trust even more difficult… but… I think back and I know, if I had trusted my sister or mother (Freda)… I would not have my memories back now… and the hell would have continued for their entertainment… again… I’ll pass….

To town we went, antibiotics on board, tech couldn’t tell me the results, regardless, I have a kidney infection or bladder… still waiting on oral surgeon and VA approval for an emergency… gee so glad they aren’t in pain….

Hubby needs help with the caps we have to install on the roof line… oh joy, 52 of those goofy things…

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Sgt. USAF DAV I remember… Margie….