This is Normal for me and never will be for you….the VA wins on Hawaii and I sit waiting for my brain to be impacted by a dying tooth…

How I live, think, behave, feel, talk, walk, kiss my own ass… that is all individual to me and shrinks and neuros really don’t seem to get that… they rely to heavily on text books…. I rely on living it for 60 years….

One thing about this journey, knowing for sure, not suspicions… but facts, evidence… knowing I was lied to for over 50 years and the lies are still flowing… they have to support those lies… I have the evidence…

My body…. and medical records back to 1972….. which show no trauma that would leave lasting reminders like I have today…. and the U.S. government… sealed my dependent records, because of what happened in Big Springs, Texas…. so Trumps lies or his base’s lies are old as the crime itself…

Anyone who profess’s to believe in gods, I will never trust, nor turn my back on… My back had enough christian knives in it for 10 life times…. and they still lost and I won so much….

It is frustrating and annoying and exhilirating as I feel the change in the brain… it will be more interesting when we run out of pot… as we are selling our home and moving back to Washington… so pot will become a thing of the past while here… we are saving money, not wanting to spend it on pot and growing… we are done…

No call from oral surgeon, no call from VA and dentist won’t give any antibiotic… so the pain will come back, because the bacteria will have the opportunity to do just that… so ready to throw up……

Sgt USAF DAV