Neuropathy… exercise works…

Neuropathy, peripheral like I have and the Autonomic… are the most challenging health issues I have ever had to deal with… Surgery is nothing compared to fixing these issues….

The pain is non stop and you get so used to it, when anyone ask your pain level you just shrug and say it hurts, it always hurts….

Mike broke his neck at 18 years old and he has no pectoral muscles because of it… but, he has neuropathy like me in a different way… so I am always asking if things impact him the way they do me, most of the time the answer is no…

What I noticed when we unloaded our bedroom furniture, which we let gravity do all the work and the dolly did the rest… but the night stands Mike handed me and I carried at chest level and sat them down and it surprised me, I had no problem with gripping them or carrying them, but the minute I set them down, I got a shot in the muscle in the left fore arm and it told me… the brain and muscle are communicating, finally…. again….

So the exercises I do with weights for the arms and hands and wrists, for all the areas Freda beat with a yard stick and broke or caused blunt force trauma fractures, which leave residual nodules under the skin, which PT felt… and they gave me things to do to work those areas and get the mylon tissue and nerves and muscles and ligaments…. working together again and not have to consciously think about it…

The most challenging issue, keeping my body in proper posture, go out of it and after about 10 minutes, it lets me know I am doing stupid and need to correct my sitting, standing, walking… doesn’t matter… If I do it out of alignment and give into the stroke damage, it hurts like a SOB….

Living is a challenge and has been since the stroke at 13 years old and near death at the hands of christians…. and now it’s just adjusting to the knowledge that christians are nothing more than the worse of humanity, because they sold their soul to the company store… called god and right now… the U. S. government is telling women only god has rights… not you… True Story…

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Sgt. USAF DAV I Remember… Margie…