VA missed brain injury???

Mike and I were talking and trying to remember when we went to Oregon for a special scan of my brain, they were looking for multiple sclerosis….

The scan came back negative??? this was about 2000, before we moved to Seattle… so we are real close on that test date…

Been trying to find that scan the VA did in Oregon that the Spokane VA sent me to… and if it was not a CT contrast, but a MRI…. oh boy, did I get it wrong or I just missed a silent one…

Did you know that you can have “Silent Heart Attacks & Strokes”??? Did you know that over 50% of those heart issues happen??? I didn’t know about the silent heart attack, until I caught Mikes heart failure in 2014… a few months later he had a triple by-pass….

I had symptoms, but I have no memory loss…. I remember every year of my life since I left home, not in great detail, though there are moments in time that are very precise in detail, that should have been my clue about the edetic memory… doubt, had to over come so much doubt, given to me by the professionals and Don & Freda & Peggy…..

I have been looking through my medical records and I can’t find the results for that scan and I have, supposedly, a complete copy of my military and VA and private medical records from 1976 to now… thought I had earlier ones, but have not found them yet… it’s a massive file on the computer…. that PDR software helped organize it, but ya got to be able to see the print and that is an issue right now…

I have found so much negligence, arrogance, incompetence and malpractice behavior in my military and VA records… civilian docs, just put what they knew, nothing personal… VA & military were not so kind and still do that 3rd party rhetoric in our records, which has nothing to do with health care and everything to do with job security… VA Death Care and I am walking proof of that screwed up system….

I took accountability on a few of those issues, because of my attitude and behavior… if a lawyer looked at my records they would start rubbing their hands in what do we and who do we go after first… I so dislike court battles, still have not got my check from Wagstaff in Kansas and the money is in their hot little hands… but not the victims… My docs were sent in April… not one word from anyone…

Like I told the kids at the eye clinic yesterday, the field they are in has zero interest to me… so asking questions makes me become informed… it’s always been that way, if I am not interested in a subject… my brain goes another direction… and that is just the way the rewiring from the damage worked for me… it is what it is…

A suggestion was made this morning and it is being accepted and followed… You can’t help people… they have to help themselves… only those who have the severe mental issues need help… the rest of us, it’s always about one little word…

Choices….

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell

Sgt. USAF DAV I Remember… Margie…