Abnormal Brain Wave… what a ride…

When this activity happened, I had no clue it was an abnormal brain wave… the EEG is what picked it up and I have had 2 of those now… one in 98 or 99 for Social Security and the one here on Hawaii in 2018… which got us to the MRI & MRA in Dec 2018 and MRA in Jan 2019…. gee that only took 60 years to get an answer from American doctors… and I saw 100’s of them…. so much for education in America….

When the activity happens it was so scary and freaky and left my body feeling like it just went through a grand mal seizure…. but I never lose consiousness… I never have involuntary movements and I stay articulate and cognizant…

I get a numbness that transverses the right mandible jaw bone that makes the maxillary and mandible feel tingling sensation to the center of the head, basically to the nose… the right side of the brain is what sustained the major stroke and near death event in Texas in 1967… the medical information the federal government is keeping from me… my dependent medical records…. go figure on that… men in power protecting the past, makes ya wander how they sleep at night… ooops my bad, they got the drug industry in their back pocket…

Sorry I digress… the wave is still active… It makes me feel jittery and weak and the weakness will impact the right side of my head and some parts of my body, typing is just a little cumbersome at this paticular moment… and the tachycardia throws in a little action….

It was scary when this happened so many times before, over the decades, but now that I know about the major head injuries and the mini strokes, all the symptoms for the last 60 years make sense… and all because 2 christian adults wanted to control a little girl… you really can not fix stupid… Amazon is sold out of the kits….

The activity is taking my breath away and make me shake, I feel a warmness in my skull like a good old fashion hot flash, but never truly like a hot flash, make sense??? go through menopause at 26 and come back and talk to me…

It’s annoying, it takes from me for the rest of the day and it interferes with thought and mobility…. now you get why they thought I had epilepsy… but I don’t meet the formula for those… nope this is just the brain being pissed off because of stress and emotional trauma caused by the other day… which is why hubby has no real clue the blow back from his behavior…

I have no control over this activity… it is one that has gone on since the beating at 5 years old and I think it is connected to that part of the brain that does the fight or flight, something I am all to familiar with…. at least now, I know why, what and know that when I feel the symptoms start and I always get a warning… I don’t operate heavy machinery… lived with this for 60 years… it’s like an old friend you just can’t shake loose….

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell

Sgt. USAF DAV I Remember…. Margie….