Military Death Care… not Health Care…

Wow, last night was not fun… tried an old recipe I haven’t cooked since Don died in 2006… and boy did it remind me of what I went through in the military and how they gave me evidence showing them trying to kill me…

In 78 I was cut from hip to hip… they took out the ovaries and tubes… a year later, still in awful pain, going out of my mind with pain…. they went back in and cut me hip to hip and took the uterus and cervix…. I was only 25 years old and only had a menstrual cycle since I was 16 1/2 years old… so hell on earth was here….

I made kabalsa an baked beans, 3 kinds of beans and the meat, cooked down and baked…. poor hubby slept in the recliner, the explosions were that loud and smelly, as for me… I crawled in bed, feeling a little bloated until about 2 AM and the rest is one long night of pain and it brought back the memory of the Air Force denying me care and putting it in writing…

You see, I told the commander of the Clinic at Vance AFB in 1983 that I needed to see a civilian surgeon that something was terribley wrong… he denied me permission to do it on the Air Forces’ dime… so I took a day of leave and traveled to Ft. Smith and saw Fredas surgeon… just wow…

His exam told me that I needed surgery right away, he was sure that my small instetine was being strangled and I could end up with peratinitus…. a ruptured bowl…. well that was a problem…

With all that went on during my discharge, we still had orders for Japan, because my ex was active duty and we were shipping out in a couple months… We got to Japan in the fall of 83 and it took several months to get in with the GYN surgeon…. what came next, I should have never forgotten…

They took me into surgery and tried to scope me through the belly button… they never got further than the incision and adhesions were trying to push out through that hole… so they took me back to the room woke me up and said we are cutting you from hip to hip tomorrow… what they found that next day, saved my life….

They found the right side of my lower intestine was strangled and being compressed, so that stool would eventually not be able to pass through and explained why I had to use stuff to make my stool loose, just so I could have a bowel movement and this was all because of the Air Force’s 2 prior surgeries that the commander said had nothing to do with my imagined problems… the dude put it in writing… so thank you dumb ass college educated moron….

It took 2 months for me to recover from that surgery….. last night reminded me of the hell I went through and the bigotry and prejudice of men in charge in the military that put my life at risk…..

The surgeon Dr. Blake, put a product that I can’t remember what it was called, but allowed my internal organs to recover and help prevent the adhesions from coming back… I had a MRI in one VA about 10 years ago and the adhesions are back and I am fully aware of that after last night… which is why I take magnesium every day, to keep the stool from ever forming, and staying fully liquid… makes it hard to get nutrients from your food and you pay dearly at least I do, if I take or eat anything that has more magesium in it… but it’s the only way to keep me from being cut from hip to hip again… my last one was 96, when they repaired the bladder the military damaged… from their surgeries…

Frustration, gob smack just what the hell is wrong with people and I think of Hong Kong… what is happening there is what Trump wants to happen in America… only one problem, it’s been going on in America for decades and women are finding out we do not have a say about our own bodies because of christian politians and their corrupt base….

You Can’t Fix Stupid and the moat and garlic farm are getting closer every day….

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell, you have to be heard to tell anyone….

Sgt. USAF DAV I Remember… Margie…