Hippocampus… and memories…

Not knowing about the strokes may have protected me from something, but you got me on what that could have been and I bet that is the excuse Freda uses… honest you can not fix stupid, when you buy into the con….

When the Air Force sent me for bone scans on Japan, after I got out of the military… they found that there was an uptake in the bone, through out my body and keep in mind, I had no memory of the beatings… the last blow in 1971 took the rest of my childhood via a TIA… bleed on the brain…

I am in my early 30’s at that time and I had been asked by so many doctors, have you been in a bad accident, have you ever experienced any kind of trauma… and I always answered no… becasue…. I didn’t remember….

Well those damn bone scans freaked everyone out, because they were doing them every 6 months and my bone was thickening and the occipital part of my skull was of concern, and If I remember right that part of the skull protects the Hippocampus… our primary memory storage that works with other memory sectors of the brain… and it is also involved with the limpic system… ya know, thyroid, I think in my brain, I’ll check after I post and see if I remember what I read so long ago…

Anyhow… HGH via SeriVital is an amino acid and if I am right and I really need a neurologist on this, because it is getting big time technical… but If I am right, the dropping me from the top bunk on to my back for a year or two, caused those issues that stopped my puberty and the subsequent beating over the boob incident finished the job… and the SeriVital is helping via this amino acid to balance the system back to what it always should have been… so I am now very curious about the blood draw the other day…

As for the memories… I knew about memory making and how things don’t work independently but together from other sectors of the brain…. and when the neurologist said I didn’t have any physical reason that he could see that would stop me from remembering…. I knew I had a chance to remember all of it… because of my Edetic memory ability….

My concern is the way I make memories… I am detailed orientated, but I have a very old habit I put in place after the beating on Japan that I am finding difficult to over come… and I think that is my next real train stop on this journey… get past the self preservation mecahanism I put in place decades ago, so I can deal with the ugly that was done to a child….

It really is hard to go into the dark place christians live… anyone who would think anything done in violence or harm in any way to a child is acceptable… is mentally ill… and that is counter to what the bible that man wrote teaches.. because it’s not about god… it’s about control… just look at Trump… boy is that going to be one hell of a show, when he’s not re-elected… sorry I digress….

So much involved that is chemistry and physiology… so much I wish I knew and understood…. if Word Press would quit screwing with their soft ware… I would actually get some productive writing done… hope springs eternal…

Eric is now a storm so we are ready for rain and some wind… Flossie… old girl… we got a feeling you are going to dump the bathtub on us… and rip us with the wind… hoping for the best, prepared for the worse….

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Sgt. USAF DAV I Remember… Margie… maybe someday she will be heard….