My Lot in Life… edited…

As I am doing my morning thing…. after our mile walk… I am thinking oh joy, I got to put my partials in, so I can eat and maintain some facial expressions… the more teeth you loose, the less definition your face has, if you do not replace with a partial or dentures or implants… so fight to keep what you got… the sunken walking dead look is not my favorite…

As I put the partials in and I feel the pressure and pain is instant… the dull ache never left the building, but the sharp pain from the partials, let me know I have them in my mouth…

You see the VA in Little Rock did a lousy job and that took my bite out of my natural area and that was 9 years ago… and my partials were made at El Paso and though they fit good, they have NEVER not hurt and that was 8 years ago…

So for 9 years straight… thanks to the FEDERAL EMPLOYEES playing god… it seems, as we get to why the confab….

It’s my lot in life to be in non stop constant pain, because christians have infiltrated our government and it’s just what they do… make everyone suffer, because they are so miserable in their religious lives????

Honestly you got me why the VA thinks I need to be in pain and stay in pain… oh wait… now I remember… and a shit eating grin comes across my face…

In my blog I wrote how I found out by requesting a copy of an appeal in 2011 that I had PTSD, yada, yada, yada… well that exam and false documents filed by that medical doctor and the federal employees that allowed it… well….. I came across my response and I started laughing… because unfiltered is an understatement in what I put in writing about what I thought of the VA, federal employees and the corruption there in…. needless to say the response I got back was strictly by the book and ever since that little out burst of complete unadulterated truth… I have had to fight tooth and nail for the 100% Priority One health care I was promised…

Guess the morale of this story… there seems to be a lot of thin skinned federal employees just like Trump, playing GOD in the Veterans Health care….

So now you get why I got my senator involved with this kind of bull shit pulled by humans that profess to be christian and good up standing people… but say something they don’t like and you pay…old timers warned me, but I didn’t listen…

I went to using my medicare after that and that was in 2012 and used the VA only as needed…. which my health care shows, it’s sporatic, but consistent health care… so If I didn’t get a civilian doc to take care of it or I ended up in the ER for service connected… my care was continous, just not comprehensive….

All because I pissed off American citizens who get paid to do a job, but are so thin skinned… they be standing right beside Trump, up his ass, I look at Graham and that’s his new residence……

Just a FYI….. I am embarassed about the letter I sent in on that appeal…. but those words so needed saying…so no, I do not regret what I said…I own it….

The Tucson VA declined to let the surgeon remove the Trans-mesh 2 weeks after implant, all because of scheduling… and the damage as they say is history… that was 2009… it took till 2018 to get a Board Certified Surgeon and that was on Oahu… and the damage caused was repaired… not all was because of the Transmesh, but leaving it in for a year because of scheduling, did add to the problem, per the surgeon….

Just shows you how corrupt the employees of the VA system are and silent I will never be… my body wears to many of their scars… and credit monitoring for the last 3 years, because the VA gave out my social security number at El Paso….

So yep it does seem to be my lot in life to live with nonstop pain, because of the choices other Americans are making…. and those choices cost veterans their lives every day and that is a fact and very sad true story… and yes at times it feels just like the words say….

They want us to hurry up and die… Gee that did sound like Trump….

Sgt. USAF DAV I Remember… Margie…