Aha moments, hunting for a paticular one…

I get I can write, IF I apply myself and stay disciplined to the story line I am writing… I also know, I can’t write about anything I don’t know, and I am still trying to figure out how I did school with so many brain injuries, I don’t remember much of it… school that is…

I look at the principal players and I can see them in my minds eye… Freda small frame and petite, with a temper that would make a Siren smile… Don six foot 4 inch, near three hundred pounds and no problem putting on the charm, until the door closed….

Consumate actors in a world full blown filled with actors, who hide behind religion… because to live life, means you own it… you own every time you open your mouth, piss on some one OR…

So hard for me to go to that OR place… going into the dark side of christianity and it’s always been dark, there is some real ugly stuff, I will have to see again… from christians…

How do I get it down… how do I tell how a little woman got away with it for 63 years…. I have had my memories back almost 2 years… I turned 65 recently…. so how did she do it???…

Was it the orphange???… Was it the Evilsizers??? and yep thats a real name… and that mess is one for the books, theft of land, possible murder… Church of latter day saints taking all the money… fyi, I confronted the church, never heard from them again… when you know how to reasearch records and how title insurance works… yep, this is one can of worms that, guess what… I ain’t giving my brains over to help any of them… just wait till they all dead.. and it’s all mine… just mine…..bawaaaaaaaaaaaa lol…. it’s a mess and was fun to research, and nope, not helping any of them….

I know Dons childhood was no better than Fredas, but is that a good enough excuse to get away with murder??? Doesn’t the bible say and eye for an eye… I be thinking its my turn taking that eye, don’t you???

via the pen of course…

The book is there, chapters or diary, what ever you want to call it laid out for direction… just like to be able to see that direction, maybe after eye surgery and I quit the pot…. maybe….

Right now my mind is distracted by the corruption of religion in our government, which was suppose to stay seperate… Russia in the white house isn’t helping… and hearing people trying to take away my rights when it comes to my body….

So yep, I got lots of distractions going on around me, fighting the VA, nothing new there, been like that since I was so eloquent and couple IG complaints… what do you do, they are petty federal human employees…. job security is only good if there is a job… True story…

Flossie getting closer, felt like 91 in a wet electric blanket… house closed, AC on and I blew one of our outlets… 2nd one this house fried in 3 years… not bad with all the surges we get… Mike off to get a new one that has that trip circuit goofy thing, name escapes me… room getting hot… time to move into the main area for the day…

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell

Sgt. USAF DAV I Remember… Margie…