TBI from blunt force trauma… never ending pain…

For the longest time and I am talking decades… oh joy, I’m getting old finally…

I couldn’t tell you why I had head pain, or why I had migraines or saw halo’s or double vision or dizzyness or scalp pain or tooth pain…

Now it’s making sense… and all Freda had to do, tell the truth, so I could live life on my terms and not under her chrisitan control… man you talk about gods… the only gods on this planet… the humans playing the role and Freda is a consumate actress as is my sibling…or siblings…

Damn my peripheral vision sucks, just saw the jet pack icon for WP… a few more weeks and I get sight back in my right eye… left one going to be a little more involved and expensive… but hey, I’ll be able to see, instead of looking through cotton gauze….

Anyway… I have been going back in time… as far back as when they operated on my maxillary palette to remove teeth that never came in properly and were actually under my palette…

That would have been Okinawa, around 17 years old and I asked questions about, ear pain, TMJ, yada, yada, yada… needless to say, they didn’t do their job and refer me to neurology… that was 1971….

By 1977, I hadn’t had any real dental or health issues… in fact, no issues, except pregnancy and them getting things wrong during those times… American health care is really not that good…

That being said, I was in basic after my son was born 2 months earlier and about 4 weeks in I get one hell of a pain in my mouth, same place they just extracted a tooth after a year of awful pain, love the VA death care… and damn If I didn’t have an abcess and had to have an immediate extraction, because there was nothing left of the molar… I never felt anything but pressure… this is the right quadrant of my face….

Same with this last one, except we did MRI’s MRA to make sure I wasn’t dying, yada, yada, read the blog… all the while, it was the tooth, I had extracted in July….

After so many decades of failure by the Air Force, VA and Civilian health care system, I had to figure it out myself… and I think, my recent consult requests will prove me out…

Thanks to the constant hitting of my head from toddler age to adult years by my mother and things done by other family members to cause more brain injuries… I think I am on the right track for the decades of pain….

Trigeminal nerve that runs on both sides of the head through the ears into the mouth, just being layman on terms, is the cause of the migraines, not feeling teeth that go tits up on me… numbness and tingling, even when there is no anesthesia administered in my lips and gums… I even had a root canal done at El Paso VA without anesthesia… felt the whole thing and the pain was tolerable… what can I say, I was curious about my pain threshold… and for good reason… this past extraction, damn tooth had me fooled, I thought it was the brain….

It will be a couple months if not longer before I see a neurologist on the VA’s dime… the neurologist called me and asked if I wanted to use my medicare and they could get me in sooner… but I declined… don’t like the doc they refered me too… same neuro I saw in Feb… we rub each other wrong… he doesn’t like intelligent, informed patients… and he pushs meds… I just want a diagnosis, so I can cope…

No sound from the Senators office… I hope to hear something by next month… but, regardless, with eye surgeries until Oct… still can not drop price till I know if the VA is going to stop making me suffer with nonstop mouth pain, can’t even use the frontal fixed bridge, now that the right bridge is gone, they changed my bite in Arkansas and El Paso VA refused to fix the issue, now I am paying for it big time, I only have my left side to chew with and my interior cheek is bleeding and raw, because of this issue… just love VA Death Care… NOT!!!

Don’t let your kids go in the military… it’s just not worth the sacrafice they ask of us anymore…

Well enough whining… I am betting my issues with my headaches and neck are all related and that the T nerve is playing a big part and has had a starring role since I was 5 years old… how anyone can do this to children I will never understand and I remember…

Christians do this… they are above the law and society and no one wants to stand up and scream religion is tearing our nation apart, because it has been proven to be full blown mental illness… that says volumes for the leaders we put in place… their religious values and morals have a say…

Not yours…

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell

Sgt. USAF DAV I Remember… Margie…