Slow and Steady with the Autonomic Neuropathy… edited

This concerns me only in the respect, no one has seen me have issues while eating…

In the old days, the kids were in an out of the house, all adults, except our daughter and of course their friends always in tow…

Well in 98 I dropped to 116 pounds and at 44 thats just a little light…

I be the one in the long dress and sweater… I was always cold back at that time… even in summer… hubby of course is the dick head…

It is rare I get to eat a large meal and it’s been that way since around 5 years old, so we got to go back to the TV beating…. where I got my first bad brain injury and lots of full body blunt force trauma… picture of Margie on the site… just look…

Last night, of course we are beat getting ready for today and I said ice cream and berries and I ate to much… in fact this morning, I feel like I am full to my diaphram…. and that is from swelling, because of the Autonomic neuropathy…

But the part, no one at home is used to… seeing me double over in pain, struggling to swallow or tolerate the spasm from my esphogus to my stomach and when it’s all said and done… I am unsually done eating and this is where the kids came in back in the day… when I could hide the symptoms….

Invariably somebody was hungry and they knew when we ate dinner and I had a habit of leaving a full plate, thus the 116 pounds or so in 98…

It’s happening again, but the spasms are so bad, one time I could not swallow the food and it got lodged in my throat, a little scary, but I know the warning signs now…

The weight is down, because I am dealing with the Autonomic portion of the christians revenge against a child…

It is painful, it is debilitating and it’s beyond frustrating… because I am a very good cook, big reason we don’t eat out often… my guest leave here, wanting to come back, just so they can sleep good and eat good, plus, I make them laugh… you know that condition I got from the christians beating me to death….

It will be interesting to see how the family and friends cope with the progression of the neuropathy, that I have lived with since 5 years old… our last guest got a taste of it and it’s not fun to watch… we are used to it, no one else is….

The day has started, we are fully staged for the multiple showings today… we are very hopeful we get a meaningful offer, and not a waste of our time again…

TMT demonstrators are now costing many business’s income and we are hearing of layoffs all over the island… When superstitions take prescedent over human lives and celeberties like the Rock & Aqua man and Leo support it and forget about the whole picture… lets just say, we will not waste our money on their lousy acting…

I feel for the people not getting a pay check… We have a decent income, but most people here, live payday to payday and the demonstrators are now, nothing more than terrorist… and respecting the land and seniors is a full blown joke, which my secruity cameras can back up, with the banging and trash they do in just our little neighborhood, the rest of the island does not fair any better…

TimesUp #MeToo WhyIDidntTell

Sgt. USAF DAV I Remember Margie and her fight to be heard over people who say they are chrisitan and they rape and murder to hide their crimes like Trump and Kavanaugh did, at least Epstein and his predators will be off the street…

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